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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

The principal sighed. “No, I just want to get this over with.” He looked at his watch. “Does your mother have a habit of being late, Miss Chin? It’s five minutes past—”

There was a gentle knock at the door, and then it opened. “Sorry,” said a woman, tall, her skin dark like Juliana’s, her hair in a braided crown. “I couldn’t find this place. This school has such a confusing design!”

Héctor tried to muffle a laugh, and Mrs. Chin glanced down at him. She smiled—Héctor really liked how her smile made him feel—but then it was gone in an instant as she took in the room. Her gaze turned to the principal, then to Juliana, and then to the two random kids standing awkwardly behind her daughter.

“Well, this is a crowd,” she said, then stuck her hand out to the principal. “Angie Chin. I’m Juliana’s mother.”

Principal Stafford shook her hand, then gestured to the empty chair next to Juliana. “It seems your daughter wanted some sort of audience today, though I can’t imagine why.”

Héctor shuffled from one foot to the other, trying to get a good look at Juliana. But his friend had her head bowed, almost like she was afraid to look up.

“Juliana?” Mrs. Chin ran her hand down her daughter’s back. “Is something wrong?” She glared at the principal. “Is my daughter in trouble?”

Principal Stafford pressed his lips tight, then looked up at Héctor and Sal. “Well . . .”

“No, I want to hear it from her.” Mrs. Chin turned her chair so that it directly faced Juliana. “Honey, you can tell me anything. You know that, right?”

She reached out. Put her fingers gingerly under Juliana’s chin. Tilted her head up.

“Literally anything, okay?”

Juliana didn’t speak at first. She looked to Héctor—who recognized that look. He’d worn it the same morning he stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, practicing the words over and over again, trying to muster up the courage to say them to his parents.

Mami, Papi . . . I’m gay.

So Héctor smiled at Juliana, sending his words in that expression: We got you. And when he looked to Sal, he saw that they were leaning forward just a bit, nodding.

They both had her back.

“I don’t know that that’s necessary,” said the principal. “I can summarize the issue quickly and—”

“No.”

Juliana had spoken. She shook her head at Principal Stafford. “No, I have to do this.”

She turned to her mother. “I have something to tell you.”

Mrs. Chin took a deep breath. “Okay, baby,” she said, and she leaned back in her chair. “I’m listening.”

Now it was Juliana’s turn to take a deep breath. She cast one last look at Sal and Héctor.

Then she exhaled.

“Mom, I like girls.”