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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

Sal frowned. “Sort of. I think it’s a little different for me. I confuse people. Some days, the kids have fun just trying to guess what I am, like it’s some sort of game.” They sighed. “I started dressing different, too. Just to protect myself.”

“I did, too!” Héctor said. “I mean, not for the same reason. I just didn’t want to draw attention to myself.” He gestured at himself, at the plain T-shirt and jeans he had on. “I don’t normally wear stuff like this.”

Sal lit up. “Exactly! I wanna wear different things, but I get . . . worried. Worried what people are gonna do if they see me wearing a blouse or a dress one day. . . .”

“Because they don’t know what to think of you,” said Héctor, nodding his head. “And they take it out on you.”

“Yeah, that!” said Sal. “And some people just call me names. They use ‘it’ a lot to describe me, which feels . . . bad. Like I’m a thing.”

“That’s so gross,” said Héctor. “Why do people try to make us fit their labels?”

Sal shrugged. “At least my parents support me. They’re really good about pronouns, and my dad is always ready to fight someone on my behalf.”

“But at school?”

“It’s hard because . . . well, no one knows what to do with me.” They stood up. “That’s why I keep finding myself here. Where I don’t feel judged. Or trapped.”

“I’m sorry you’re going through this alone,” said Héctor. “I know it’s not the same as my situation, but it’s got to suck.”

“Well, I’m not really alone anymore.”

A fondness spread in Héctor’s chest. He was having the same epiphany.

“I just wish there was something we could do,” they said. They helped Héctor to his feet. “Something to change the places we live in.”

“Let me know if you figure that out,” he said.

Then Sal pulled him into a hug.

The two of them stood there for a moment, and Héctor felt . . .

Safe.

When Héctor left the Room, he turned back to see that it had once again disguised itself as the boys’ bathroom. The bell announcing the end of lunch must have recently rung, as students were pouring through the hallways. Héctor watched as a kid rushed into the bathroom, and inside, he could see the sinks and stalls.

Back to normal.

He walked the few feet to Mrs. Caroline’s classroom, and it was only once he entered it that he remembered that his art teacher had seen him crying.

Mrs. Caroline rushed up to him. “Héctor, is everything okay?”

Heat rose to his cheeks. “Sorry, Mrs. Caroline,” he said. “Just having a bad day.”