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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

The butcher came back and plopped down a huge pork shoulder. “Yes, really,” Abuela said, then thanked the man before putting the meat in her cart. “I’ve lived here ever since I came to this country. And it was hard being here after growing up in México.”

He started to say something, but she ruffled his hair. “I know, I know. San Francisco is not the same as México. But what I mean is that this was a very different place for me. The language. The clothing. The food. Ay, nieto, sometimes I went a whole day without eating because I couldn’t stand the tortillas they use up here.”

Héctor laughed at that but fell back into silence as they got in line at the checkout. There was more he wanted to ask about. He kept thinking of how Carmen darted off. Why would she avoid him outside of school? He had just wanted to say hello. What if Héctor went to school on Monday, and all of the Misfits refused to be near him?

Shame rippled through him. This was supposed to be a magical weekend, the start of his tamale enterprise, and here he was, worrying about Mike and the magical closet and the Misfits.

He glanced up at Abuela just before it was their turn to put their items on the moving belt.

Eyebrows creased. Lips pursed.

What wasn’t Abuela saying?

He helped her take the items out of the cart, and she suddenly put her hand on top of his when he grabbed a bag of masa.

“Tiempo, Héctor,” she said. “It will just take time. I think you will find what you need.”

In the car ride home, only one thought ran through his mind:

Exactly how much time would this take?

Héctor put all his thoughts aside once he was sitting at Abuela’s dining room table. It was time to focus.

There was a giant bowl of masa in front of her, and a smaller one sat in front of Héctor. Empty corn husks—las hojas de elote—were stacked next to that, and then the filling. The savory pork wasn’t hot anymore, and he watched his abuela scoop out some of the shredded, seasoned meat with one hand.

It was time for him to finally learn how to make Abuela’s tamales.

“I’m ready, Abuela,” he told her. “Time to fulfill my destiny.”

“You want to make sure that there aren’t any spaces in the masa,” she explained, “so that when the tamale is rolled up tightly, it covers the whole thing.”

She used a wooden spoon to flatten masa across the husk, and the movement was so smooth. A few flicks of her wrist and it perfectly covered la hoja.