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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

Héctor was in a much better mood that night at dinner. It helped, though, that Papi—who loved cooking as much as Abuela did and generally handled all their meals—said he felt super lazy that night, so they’d just ordered pizza. Actually edible pizza, that is, which was also way better than Héctor had expected! Maybe Orangevale did have a few things going for it. Mami even said they might do pizza more than once a month because it was so good.

The next morning, Papi dropped Héctor off at school before he headed downtown to meet with someone about a blueprint he had designed. So he swung by Héctor’s favorite fast food chain for a breakfast sandwich as a treat. The two of them sat in the family car in the parking lot of the school, eating them.

“Pizza last night, and then bacon, egg, and cheese sandwiches,” Papi said. “I gotta get some actual green vegetables in you tonight.”

“There was basil on the pizza last night, Papi,” said Héctor. “That’s, like . . . two vitamins, right?”

Papi laughed hard, a deep and hearty sound. “You truly take after Mami, mijo,” he said.

“What can I say? She passed me all her funny bones, Papi.”

His papi stuffed the last bit of his sandwich in his mouth. “Well, have a good day at school,” he said. “And you know . . .”

He didn’t finish the sentence at first. “Papi?” Héctor asked.

“You know, just . . . let me know if you need to talk about anything. About how school is going and stuff. I’m here.”

Papi got all bashful then, looking out his window. Héctor smiled. His dad was like that sometimes. He didn’t have a problem with his emotions, but unlike Abuela Sonia, who was incredibly direct and straightforward, Papi seemed uncomfortable in moments like this. Héctor thought it was kind of adorable.

“I will,” he said. He hopped out of the car and waved, then darted toward the front steps.

He was going to be fine. He knew it. That morning, he’d anticipated the heat this time and put on some gray shorts, a black V-neck, and some black Jordans. It was a simple, monochrome look, but it gave him confidence. There was nothing that could stop him if he felt good.

So he walked into school with a bounce in his step, keeping rhythm to a song in his head. He thought of what he’d told his mami: This was a new stage. A new production. All these kids were just actors in a play, and now, it was time for Héctor to take center stage, to sing his big number. He grinned when he imagined what that would really be like. A big choreographed dance up the steps? Oh, if only he could do something like that!