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Chapters (52)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Chapter One
  4. Chapter Two
  5. Chapter Three
  6. Chapter Four
  7. Chapter Five
  8. Chapter Six
  9. Chapter Seven
  10. Chapter Eight
  11. Chapter Nine
  12. Chapter Ten
  13. Chapter Eleven
  14. Chapter Twelve
  15. Chapter Thirteen
  16. Chapter Fourteen
  17. Chapter Fifteen
  18. Chapter Sixteen
  19. Chapter Seventeen
  20. Chapter Eighteen
  21. Chapter Nineteen
  22. Chapter Twenty
  23. Chapter Twenty-One
  24. Chapter Twenty-Two
  25. Chapter Twenty-Three
  26. Chapter Twenty-Four
  27. Chapter Twenty-Five
  28. Chapter Twenty-Six
  29. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  30. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  31. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  32. Chapter Thirty
  33. Chapter Thirty-One
  34. Chapter Thirty-Two
  35. Chapter Thirty-Three
  36. Chapter Thirty-Four
  37. Chapter Thirty-Five
  38. Chapter Thirty-Six
  39. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  40. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  41. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  42. Chapter Forty
  43. Chapter Forty-One
  44. Chapter Forty-Two
  45. Chapter Forty-Three
  46. Chapter Forty-Four
  47. Chapter Forty-Five
  48. Chapter Forty-Six
  49. Epilogue
  50. Acknowledgments
  51. About the Author
  52. About the Publisher

“What does that mean?” said Mike, and he laughed. “Are you, like, gay or something?”

“Yeah. I am.”

It was like all the air had been sucked out of the hallway. Carlos’s mouth dropped open, and Frank actually took a step back. Why? Héctor wondered. They can’t possibly be surprised by this.

“What did you say?” asked Mike.

“I’m gay. Like . . . literally gay.”

“Bruh,” said Carlos. “What?”

“That’s so . . . so gay,” said Mike.

“Well, yeah, I hope so,” said Héctor, chuckling softly. “Be weird if it wasn’t.”

But they didn’t laugh.

They didn’t smile.

Mike examined Héctor, like he was a specimen in a lab.

“You’re serious,” said Mike.

“I am,” said Héctor. “I thought it was obvious?”

“So . . . are you saying I’m gay because I wanted to be friends with you?”

“What? No!” Héctor held his hands up. “What are you talking about?!”

“Did you say Mike was fine?” Frank said, and he covered his mouth like he was scandalized. “Wow, bro, did you hear that?”

“Shut up, Frank.”

The playful tone in Mike’s voice was gone, and a spike of fear rushed through Héctor’s body. This had never been an issue at Alta Vista. Like a solid third of the theater department wasn’t straight. Was it not like that here in Orangevale?

Everything around him told him this place was different: the wide, flat streets. The boring buildings. The lack of a theater department. And now, especially Héctor’s clothing. He looked down at his lavender pants. Was anyone else here even wearing that color?

That spike of fear became a flood as Mike took an aggressive step forward. Héctor heard the Minions giggle, and he knew that he’d made a mistake. He shouldn’t have said any of that.

“So, you like boys, then.”

And Héctor knew he should have given Mike what he wanted, but when his mouth opened, the following words came out instead:

“Well, not you.”

He immediately clamped a hand over his mouth. Héctor, why did you say that?

But Mike just smiled. It was one of those smiles that didn’t reach his eyes. “Good to know,” he said. “Where you stand, that is.”

He patted Héctor on the arm. “See you around, Heck-tor.”

Frank and Carlos trailed after Mike without another word.

Héctor remained motionless, and Jackson’s words came back to haunt him:

“And then he turns on you.”

Like a light switch. In one moment, Héctor had gone from potential friend to . . . what? What was going to happen next?

The end-of-lunch bell rang, and soon, other kids were bumping into him as he stood in the hallway. He shook himself out of his stupor and headed for art class, his nerves thrumming with energy. Had he just made everything worse?