Chapters (50)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Epilogue
- Extract from Those Faraday Girls
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Monica McInerney
OLIVIA: She rang again. Twice. I didn’t answer. She left a message. I played it back. She was weeping, but she was still angry at me. She said I was right. That she was a bitch. A selfish bitch. That she didn’t deserve Eliza. That maybe it would be better for everyone if she took herself out of Eliza’s life. That she would do it as gently as possible. Not make a mess. A bath. A pill. Lots of wine. She even laughed. ‘I’m making it sound quite idyllic, aren’t I?’ That was the last thing she said to me. Perhaps the last thing she ever said to anyone.
LONG PAUSE.
JEANNIE CONTINUES SWINGING.
OLIVIA: When Eliza rang me five hours later, I was in the office at work. Her name came up on my phone, and somehow I knew. I knew in that moment what had happened. I don’t know how. In that moment, before I answered, before I’d had it confirmed, I knew I would have to lie.
JEANNIE, SOFTLY, SING-SONG, STILL SWINGING: Liar, liar, pants on fire.
OLIVIA: The only person who ever heard the truth about those conversations is Maxie. I lied about them to Eliza. I lied to the police. The coroner. I lied to Edgar when I told him about it. I told everyone who asked me that yes, Jeannie had rung me five times that day, but I said it was because she was so excited Eliza was coming home again. That she had come up with all sorts of plans for us to get together at Christmas. That she wanted to ask my advice about Eliza’s uni accommodation. I lied when I told everyone that she had sounded so happy. So full of plans for the future, for herself and for Eliza. I lied and I lied and I lied.
STAGE FADES TO BLACK. TEN SECONDS LATER, A SPOTLIGHT APPEARS ON MAXIE AT STAGE RIGHT. JEANNIE IS STILL VISIBLE, GENTLY SWINGING BACK AND FORTH.
MAXIE: Olivia rang me in New Zealand that night as soon as she could. Not immediately. After she’d hung up from Eliza, she rang the emergency services. She wasn’t sure if Eliza was able to do it, after what she’d seen, the shock she was in. I can remember exactly what she said to me. ‘Jeannie’s dead, Maxie. She’s killed herself. In the bath. Pills and wine. Oh Jesus, Maxie, oh Jesus. It’s my fault.’ I didn’t reply to that. I was too busy thinking, ‘No, it’s my fault. Olivia, it’s my fault, not yours.’ [PAUSE]