Chapters (50)
- Cover
- Praise
- Dedication
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Epilogue
- Extract from Those Faraday Girls
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Monica McInerney
She told him the truth. Something made her feel her mother would want Emmet to know. She kept it brief, but she explained the circumstances. The bath. Alcohol and medication. The coroner’s involvement. The ruling that it was a tragic accident.
She could see shock in his eyes. He told her again how sorry he was. ‘What age were you?’
‘Seventeen.’
‘Ah, you poor kid. You poor thing.’ He frowned then. ‘So what year were you born?’
She told him.
‘My own pretty eventful year. So she had you not long —’
The door opened. A couple, tourists. She knew he’d have to get up any moment to serve them.
She’d waited for this meeting for so long. Imagined it so many times. She had wanted her father to be a nice man. Better than nice. A good man. A kind man. A man who’d loved her mother even for a little while. She’d seen, so quickly, so clearly, Emmet’s affection for Jeannie. She’d planned to slowly raise the subject. To tell him about the games her mother used to play about her possible different fathers. She’d planned to be tactful. Diplomatic. To tread so carefully.
She forgot all of that. She asked him now, quickly, before he left again and she lost her nerve.
‘Emmet, I’m sorry, but I need to know. Are you my father?’
Chapter Thirty
CHAPTER THIRTY
Emmet burst out laughing.
‘Jesus,’ he said. ‘I’d forgotten how direct you Aussies are. Listen, can you hold on? I’ll be right back.’
She wanted to run. Start again. Come back and do it in a dignified way. She wouldn’t have been surprised if he’d asked her to leave. A stranger, asking that.
After serving the new arrivals, he returned with his phone. ‘Are you in Trim long? My wife would love to meet you. She met Jeannie too. That month we were here, working together, before she went back to Australia. Hold on.’ He dialled. ‘Love, it’s me. You won’t believe it. We’ve an Aussie in the bar. A young Aussie. You’ll never guess whose daughter she is. Jeannie Miller. Yes, I’m serious. No. No, sad news there. You will. Grand, yes, see you soon.’
He still hadn’t answered her question. He was smiling, shaking his head in amazement. ‘Jeannie’s daughter. Here in my pub. It’s incredible.’
She was puzzled. Had she even asked the question out loud?
She tried again. ‘Emmet, I don’t know if you heard me.’
‘I did indeed. I don’t get asked a question like that every day of the week. Eliza, much as I’d be proud to claim you, I can categorically assure you I’m not your father.’
It couldn’t end like this. ‘Are you sure?’