Back The Godmothers
Chapters (50)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-one
  25. Chapter Twenty-two
  26. Chapter Twenty-three
  27. Chapter Twenty-four
  28. Chapter Twenty-five
  29. Chapter Twenty-six
  30. Chapter Twenty-seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-one
  35. Chapter Thirty-two
  36. Chapter Thirty-three
  37. Chapter Thirty-four
  38. Chapter Thirty-five
  39. Chapter Thirty-six
  40. Chapter Thirty-seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-one
  45. Chapter Forty-two
  46. Epilogue
  47. Extract from Those Faraday Girls
  48. Acknowledgements
  49. About the Author
  50. Also by Monica McInerney

OLIVIA: I’d been having a bad day myself. I didn’t know it at the time but Edgar, my husband, was in the early stages of dementia. Soon I would understand his mood changes, but that day it felt like our marriage was falling apart. That we didn’t know how to talk to each other any more. That I was a bad wife, a bad stepmother. I’d spent all those years learning about art, for what? To curate a display in a hotel, that people barely glanced at as they walked by with their suitcases? I wasn’t in the right mood to talk, but Jeannie kept phoning. She sounded drunker each time. Angry one moment, tearful the next, accusing me of being a bad friend, then weeping and saying she couldn’t do without me.

JEANNIE: I always did like to keep an open mind.

OLIVIA: At first I tried to placate her. I told her Eliza would be home soon from her holiday with Maxie in New Zealand. That she needed to get ready, go and collect her, but only if she was sober enough to drive. She lost her temper. Told me to keep my nose out of her life and her business. That it was all right for me there on the other side of the world, the queen of the castle, surrounded by comfort and riches, with an adoring husband. What did I know about hardship or loneliness? What need did I have for an occasional drink? I hadn’t even had to go to the trouble of having my own children, had I? I’d got two ready-made ones, two spoilt boys, shipped off out of the way to boarding school. I had no idea how hard it was to raise a child from babyhood, let alone on my own. [PAUSE]

It was that last accusation that did it. Jeannie knew I’d longed for a baby of my own. That Edgar and I had tried from the start of our marriage. That I would have done anything to have a daughter. And yet she had taken that knowledge and turned it back on me. [PAUSE] I hung up on her. But not before I called her a bitch. A selfish bitch. And told her she didn’t deserve Eliza.

JEANNIE CONTINUES SILENTLY SWINGING BACK AND FORTH.