Chapters (29)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Flying Children
- The Morning After
- Intervention
- Captive
- Assassins
- Angry Gate
- Amulets
- Search
- Visitors
- Confession
- Reunions
- Mittlegard
- Trust
- Loyalty
- Running on Automatic
- Frostinch
- Ka and Ba
- Clear Memory
- Treachery
- Worries
- Intimacy
- The Queen
- Resolution
- By Orson Scott Card from Tom Doherty Associates
- About the Author
- Copyright
“I can divide my outself, rather the way you can. Perhaps I always could and didn’t know it. But now I can leave a bit of myself inside my clients, to keep my influence fresh and strong, and to see what they’re experiencing.”
“Sounds distracting. I actually have to pay close attention to see what’s going on with Danny North.”
“You’re not a manmage,” said Anonoei. “They all float in the back of my mind. Or rather, the back of my mind floats in them.”
“And have you given me a piece of your mind?” asked Wad.
“If I had, would I tell you?” asked Anonoei.
“It depends on your motive,” said Wad. “What if you’re so devoted to my happiness and well-being that you leave a bit of your ba inside me so you can be sure that everything you do pleases me?”
Anonoei got up from her chair and went to the window. “Why shouldn’t I use my abilities while I’m making love?”
“I’m not suggesting that there’s anything wrong with it,” said Wad. “But you are far, far too aware of exactly what pleases me from moment to moment for me to believe that you’re not using your magery.”
“Am I hearing a complaint?”
“You’re hearing a question,” said Wad. “When the lovemaking is finished, my lovely one, how much of you remains inside me?”
“More of you is inside me right now than there is of me inside you,” she said.
“Not a clear answer.”
“If I were the sort to spy on you, I would deny it, and I would make you believe me. So what’s the point of your asking?”
“Because I want to hear the words.”
Anonoei sighed. “I leave a bit of my ba in you exactly as I do in everyone else. It’s hard not to. I care about you. I also need you and depend on you. It’s important for me to know how you feel about me, what you want, what you fear.”
Wad couldn’t help but smile. “Honesty—the cruelest deception of all.”
“You know that I’m not deceiving you.”
“Or you’re using honesty while disguising the fact that you’re making me take such delight in it.”
“Will you send me to Keel?” asked Anonoei. “I have to deal with his fear of discovery. He thinks Bexoi has set spies on him.”
“Of course,” said Wad. “But tell me, first: Have you ever placed your ba inside Queen Bexoi herself?”
“I’ve never been in her presence,” said Anonoei. “Both Prayard and I saw to that. So no. I’ve seen her from a distance, but never close enough, in my pre-gating days, to get inside her devious mind.”
“So the one person it would be most useful to watch, you can’t see.”
“But you can,” said Anonoei. “Through your little spy-gate.”