Back The Friend
Chapters (85)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Joakim Zander
  3. THE FRIEND
  4. Copyright
  5. Contents
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. 1
  9. 5 August
  10. 21 November
  11. 5 August
  12. 21 November
  13. 5 August
  14. 21 November
  15. 12 August
  16. 21 November
  17. 14 August
  18. 21 November
  19. 17–22 August
  20. 22 November
  21. 24 August
  22. 22 November
  23. 7 September–16 October
  24. 22 November
  25. 16 October
  26. 22 November
  27. 20 October
  28. 22 November
  29. 20 October–13 November
  30. 22 November
  31. 13–14 November
  32. 22 November
  33. 14 November
  34. 22 November
  35. 14 November
  36. 23 November
  37. 14 November
  38. 2
  39. 23 November
  40. 14 November
  41. 23 November
  42. 14–15 November
  43. 23 November
  44. 15 November
  45. 23–24 November
  46. 15 November
  47. 24 November
  48. 15–21 November
  49. 24 November
  50. 21 November
  51. 24 November
  52. 23 November
  53. 24 November
  54. 23 November
  55. 24 November
  56. 24 November
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  58. 24 November
  59. 24 November
  60. 3
  61. 24 November
  62. 24 November
  63. 24 November
  64. 24 November
  65. 25 November
  66. 25 November
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  81. 26 November
  82. 26 November
  83. 26–28 November
  84. Acknowledgements
  85. An Invitation from the Publisher

‘Stop it!’ Gabriella turns away from the road completely to stare at Klara with her eyes wide. ‘I knew it! I knew it this summer! Have you been in touch? Met? Tell me everything!’

Klara’s cheeks still feel hot, her mouth is dry. ‘Please stop!’ she says. ‘And no, we haven’t met or even been in touch. We’re friends on Facebook, that’s it. And it’s so stupid, he’s… Well, you know what he’s like. But still. I think of him pretty often. Too often.’

Gabriella drums her fists on the wheel. ‘Yes!’ she says. ‘Finally back in the game.’ Then she stops, puts a hand on Klara’s thigh. ‘I’m sorry. It’s not the right day to tease you about this. And honestly,’ – she turns to Klara again – ‘it’s a good thing. He’s hot, and he’ll grow into himself. You two are going to have the most beautiful little babies.’

‘I barely know him, Gabi. And I have no idea where this comes from? It’ll pass. I hope.’

Gabriella glances at her again. ‘We’ll see,’ she says. ‘We’ll see.’

‘Ha ha,’ Klara says. ‘I don’t think we’ll see anything at all.’

She turns her head and looks out over Stockholm. She asked Gabriella to take this route via Essingeleden, even though it’s a bit longer and more complicated, just for this very view. The city looks so grand from here, so promising and undeniably beautiful. The silver, sparkling water of Riddarfjärden contrasting with Kungsholmen’s yellow and pink buildings.

She runs her eyes along Söder Mälarstrand, past the brick walls of Münchenbryggeriet and towards Mariaberget where Gabriella lives. The bare trees seem so lonely in the bright morning light.

She leans back in her seat, allowing herself to feel this blend of calm and expectation that Stockholm always evokes in her, pushing away the sadness and emptiness of the past few months. Even though she’s never lived in Stockholm, she feels at home here. In Stockholm and on Aspöja. In East London sometimes. In Ixelles and Saint-Gilles in Brussels. Home can be many places, she thinks, gently turning her head back, glancing over her shoulder.

There’s another reason she asked Gabriella to take this way. On Sunday mornings the traffic here is sparse, and the bridge feels extra long and straight. It’s a good place to check if someone is following you. She thought she saw a Volvo take off from the rest stop at Sille-Krog right behind them. Thought the driver was a man she saw smoking outside the kiosk.

Now there’s a truck behind them blocking her view and before she can get a good look they’re on Kungsholmen making their way towards the inner city and Gamla Stan. On these city streets it’s impossible to see if you’re being followed.