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Chapters (85)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Joakim Zander
  3. THE FRIEND
  4. Copyright
  5. Contents
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. 1
  9. 5 August
  10. 21 November
  11. 5 August
  12. 21 November
  13. 5 August
  14. 21 November
  15. 12 August
  16. 21 November
  17. 14 August
  18. 21 November
  19. 17–22 August
  20. 22 November
  21. 24 August
  22. 22 November
  23. 7 September–16 October
  24. 22 November
  25. 16 October
  26. 22 November
  27. 20 October
  28. 22 November
  29. 20 October–13 November
  30. 22 November
  31. 13–14 November
  32. 22 November
  33. 14 November
  34. 22 November
  35. 14 November
  36. 23 November
  37. 14 November
  38. 2
  39. 23 November
  40. 14 November
  41. 23 November
  42. 14–15 November
  43. 23 November
  44. 15 November
  45. 23–24 November
  46. 15 November
  47. 24 November
  48. 15–21 November
  49. 24 November
  50. 21 November
  51. 24 November
  52. 23 November
  53. 24 November
  54. 23 November
  55. 24 November
  56. 24 November
  57. 24 November
  58. 24 November
  59. 24 November
  60. 3
  61. 24 November
  62. 24 November
  63. 24 November
  64. 24 November
  65. 25 November
  66. 25 November
  67. 25 November
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  81. 26 November
  82. 26 November
  83. 26–28 November
  84. Acknowledgements
  85. An Invitation from the Publisher

‘Aww,’ she says at last. ‘Fuck it. I’m so dramatic. I’ll tell you when I know more.’ She looks up at Klara: ‘What was it you wanted?’

Klara looks at her. She should nag Gabi to tell her what’s going on, but she knows it’s futile. When Gabi makes up her mind there’s nothing anyone can do to change it, especially if it has to do with her job. But it’s still a relief that this is job-related, Klara thinks, that Gabi’s irritation isn’t because she’s tired of Klara.

‘No, I just thought I heard something,’ Klara says. ‘A car outside.’ She points over her shoulder to her own room. ‘It was headed here with its headlights turned off.’

‘Out on the road?’ Gabi says.

‘Headed down towards us, towards the hostel,’ Klara says.

Without a word, Gabi goes past her into the hall and into Klara’s room. The lights inside are turned off, and Gabi goes over to the window, stares intensely out into the darkness. The only sound is the radiator knocking, the wind whining around the house. No engine. No lights.

Gabi turns around and puts a hand on her cheek.

‘It’s been a long day for both of us,’ she says. ‘It’s time for us to go to bed.’

‘But there was something,’ Klara says. ‘I saw a car earlier that seemed a little off… after the funeral… it drove down to the campsite… there’s nothing there at this time of year…’

She looks at Gabi, but at the same time she hesitates. What was off about it anyway? Maybe it was just someone taking a driving lesson. But in this weather? Of course, it could have been anything – maybe someone got lost – and right now she’s not even sure if she really heard that engine, saw the lights.

‘Okay, okay,’ Gabi says, holding up her hands. ‘If it makes you feel better, we’ll look.’

Klara sees it. Gabi is trying to calm her by making it seem like it’s ridiculous that some mysterious cars would be out here. Which of course it is. But at the same time there’s something in Gabriella’s eyes that’s not totally convincing.

*

It takes a few minutes to find a couple of flashlights, and then they spend a half hour in the snow and wind searching the parking lot in front of the hostel, but they don’t find anything. Not even any tyre tracks.

Now they’re back in the living room of the hostel, wet and frozen.

‘You’ve been through a lot,’ Gabi says. ‘You’ve been through the wringer, friend.’