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Chapters (85)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Joakim Zander
  3. THE FRIEND
  4. Copyright
  5. Contents
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. 1
  9. 5 August
  10. 21 November
  11. 5 August
  12. 21 November
  13. 5 August
  14. 21 November
  15. 12 August
  16. 21 November
  17. 14 August
  18. 21 November
  19. 17–22 August
  20. 22 November
  21. 24 August
  22. 22 November
  23. 7 September–16 October
  24. 22 November
  25. 16 October
  26. 22 November
  27. 20 October
  28. 22 November
  29. 20 October–13 November
  30. 22 November
  31. 13–14 November
  32. 22 November
  33. 14 November
  34. 22 November
  35. 14 November
  36. 23 November
  37. 14 November
  38. 2
  39. 23 November
  40. 14 November
  41. 23 November
  42. 14–15 November
  43. 23 November
  44. 15 November
  45. 23–24 November
  46. 15 November
  47. 24 November
  48. 15–21 November
  49. 24 November
  50. 21 November
  51. 24 November
  52. 23 November
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  60. 3
  61. 24 November
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  65. 25 November
  66. 25 November
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  81. 26 November
  82. 26 November
  83. 26–28 November
  84. Acknowledgements
  85. An Invitation from the Publisher

Yassim sighs deeply and shakes his head. ‘You didn’t know. I should have told you who I was, of course. But what I’m doing is dangerous, Jacob. I didn’t want to drag you into it. Not before I knew you better. Mostly for your own sake. I felt I could trust you right from the start.’

Yassim leans in and kisses him lightly near his temple, and Jacob puts his hands on Yassim’s knee.

‘You are so innocent, Jacob,’ he whispers. ‘That’s your strength here, where nobody is innocent. Don’t forget that.’

They sit for a while listening to the rain. They’re alone, apart from the old woman who runs the cafe who’s sitting behind the counter watching reruns of an old Syrian soap. Yassim pushes him away, holds his head in his hands, stares deeply into his eyes. He’s preparing for something, collecting strength to say something.

‘I like you so much, Jacob,’ he says quietly.

And it’s as if the whole cafe with its dirty plastic chairs and bleached and tattered tarp fades away, as if the rain stops and night turns to saga and myth. It’s like that first night in the garden, as if the only real thing is the two of them.

‘I like you,’ Jacob says.

His mouth is dry, but he doesn’t want to free himself to take a drink, doesn’t want Yassim to let go of his face, doesn’t want this to end.

‘You’ll come with me to Europe, promise me,’ Yassim says.

‘Yes,’ he says, nodding his head in Yassim’s hands. ‘Anywhere. I’ll follow you wherever you want.’

‘I have to go back soon,’ Yassim continues. ‘After what you told me… I can’t risk staying here now.’

His voice breaks suddenly, and he has to clear his throat. ‘I can’t risk you either, Jacob. It’s dangerous. They’re dangerous. It’s better if I’m not here.’

Jacob nods, he understands, but feels empty at the thought of Yassim disappearing again.

‘I’ll wait for you in Europe, in Brussels, darling,’ he says and smiles weakly. ‘Don’t be sad.’

‘I’m not sad,’ Jacob says. ‘Not when I know I have you.’

‘You do,’ Yassim says, stroking his cheek. ‘You know you do.’

He finally lets go of Jacob’s face and then takes a drink of his soda. He seems to be preparing himself again. Maybe to say what he tried to say before. It feels solemn; Jacob can feel it in the air, a glimmer of something large, something important.

‘The information we’ve collected…’ he begins. ‘We’ve been immensely careful about it. We don’t save it on computers that are connected to the Internet, we don’t send emails, don’t make calls. We always meet eye to eye, never use any intermediaries.’