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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. Title Page
  4. Dedication
  5. Foreword and Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Afterword: An Incident in 1823
  36. Author’s Note
  37. Acknowledgements
  38. About the Author
  39. Also by Hallie Rubenhold

‘Madam,’ she whispered. ‘Are you unwell?’ I squinted at her. Over her shoulder I glimpsed the figure of one of Madame de Buffon’s maids wearing an anxious face.

‘No, Lucy. I am well, but weary.’

‘Madam, if you please, Madame de Buffon has been asking for you. It is after midday. She wishes to converse with you,’ my maid informed me.

At the mention of this, my pulse leaped.

‘Is . . . is there something the matter?’ I enquired in French, gazing beyond her to La Buffon’s servant.

‘Madame has called for you. She wishes you to wait upon her in the Chinese aviary, mademoiselle.’

At that, I blanched. La Volière was filled with eyes, and many pairs of them had witnessed me quit the dining room with Orléans and not return again. But I could not imagine that gentlemen, officers no less, renowned for their feats of gallantry, would have acted with such indiscretion, with such malice. Then I recalled who else might have glimpsed me with the Duke as we disappeared into the dark, fragrant garden: Madame de Buffon’s companion, Madame de Laval. If there had been a spy, it was almost certain to be her, waiting, watching from her windows for some transgression. I stared at La Buffon’s maid, almost too frightened to move.

‘Do you wish to be dressed, madam?’ Lucy enquired.

Was I possessed of any other option, reader? It was an inevitability that I would be made to face my hostess, if not at that moment, then later in the day or upon the following one. And so, like a prisoner condemned, I consented, and rose from my bed to receive my sentence.

I felt myself sick with dread as I followed Madame’s maid along that same path to the aviary. The full heat of the cloudless day bore down upon me, burning through the crown of my flat straw hat, dampening my muslin gown, and yet I shook, quivering as if in the grip of a fever. I had begun to spin words in my head as frantically as my mind would permit. I thought a plain but honest confession would best suit. If I informed her simply what had come to pass, that he had attempted to embrace me and that I had denied him, she might not blame me so harshly, though it was unlikely she would heed such a tale. La Buffon was more likely to believe Orléans. I would be to her no more than another scheming siren, a sister to Madame de Morency.