Chapters (47)
- Cover
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- BOOK ONE
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- BOOK TWO
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- BOOK THREE
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- BOOK FOUR
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- BOOK FIVE
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- Book Ends
- A Conversation with Naomi Krupitsky
- Discussion Guide
- The Family Playlist
- Rosa Colicchio’s Minestrone Soup
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
She tells Saul first. He has not heard from his mother since the summer of 1941. He has not been alone in a room with Sofia since the night she spent with him in December. It is not in his nature to be angry with her for avoiding him. What can I do, he asks her. She does not look pregnant, and it is hard for Saul to comprehend what he is being told. What do you need. Sofia doesn’t need anything. If she stands and does nothing, she will still grow a human being inside her body. But she is happier than she would have imagined to be with Saul. He kisses her and something in Sofia blooms upward, something is hot and waiting, something has been dreaming of this moment. She grabs fistfuls of his shirt and pulls.
She invites Saul to dinner without telling her mamma, which she knows will send Rosa into an anxious spiral. But Sofia can’t figure out how to tell Rosa and Joey that Saul is coming without telling them why, and Saul wanted to be there. It’s my responsibility too, he says, with the very serious crease between his brows. The problem had turned into an “it”; had been shared; had been named, and so it had been called into being, into the world with them. Sofia gets into a cab and watches Saul walk away, scratching a nervous circle into the back of his head. Something about his slow steps makes her weepy, lumps like laughter she has to swallow down. You love him, a voice in her head says. You didn’t expect it, but you do. It sounds like Frankie. Shut up, Sofia responds. She turns her head forward. The cab moves toward Brooklyn.
Saul shows up at the Colicchio apartment early and Rosa is wiping her hands on a dishrag as she says, “Joey will be out in a minute.” He thanks her, because there is no way to tell her, actually, I am here for dinner. Luckily Sofia hears him enter, because she pops her head into the living room and says, “Mamma’s making meatballs. Would you stay?” and Rosa, after a shrewd look at Sofia, says, “Yes, of course, we wouldn’t hear of you going out in the cold, come,” and offers Saul a glass of wine, and sneaks down the hall to whisper with Joey. Sofia and Saul hear Joey say, “No, no meeting,” and they look at one another in furtive silence.
When dinner is served Sofia and Frankie and Saul and Joey and Rosa sit around the table in silence for a moment, staring at their untouched plates as the steam rises in curling columns toward the ceiling. They are all lit from the top down by the overhead bulb and from the inside out by the candles on the table. It is Frankie who eats first and eases them out of their silence.