“I don’t know why it feels like my world is ending,” I said softly, as Elodie’s hand stroked my shoulder and down my back. I felt like a child curled up next to her. “I’ve only been this hurt once in my life, when my mom left. Maybe I should just get used to the fact that everyone who comes into my life will leave at some point.” I saw my life as a revolving door. I got over my mother. I would surely get over this.

“What am I even saying?” I continued, closing my eyes. My mother’s face flashed behind my lids. “My mom leaving was so much worse. Kael’s a stranger. I can’t believe I’m even comparing them.”

Elodie breathed in a deep breath. I couldn’t look at her when she spoke. “Loss can’t be measured in that way. If it was that simple, life would be much easier.”

Her words sat with me, and as they settled, I felt a bit of relief in my lungs.

“People are selfish.” I sighed. “I’ve always known that. I think I lost my mind a bit.”

“People do things they don’t plan to do when they’re in love.”

I let out a cackle, overcompensating for the possibility of truth there. “I’m so not in love.”

“Well, it might feel just as painful as if you were,” she said, pursing her lips. “I thought Martin was a nice guy. I really did, I’m sorry that I introduced you to him.”

The size of Elodie’s heart was so admirable. I wondered if things would have been different had I confided in her about Kael from the start. None of this was her fault, and I wanted to tell her that.

I sighed. “I lied to you about Kael, I’m the one who’s sorry.”

She shook her head and a piece of her hair fell from the low ponytail resting just above her neck. She tucked it behind her ear.

“Karina?” Elodie’s bright blue eyes met mine. She lifted one hand and rested it on her stomach. “Do you think your dad was telling the truth that Phillip will be home soon?”

My heart ached. “I wish I knew. Has Phillip not mentioned this to you?”

“No, he didn’t.” Elodie’s tone was solemn. “Did Kael say anything?”

I shook my head, but wished I had something to tell her. It made me worry how easily she could be hurt, and with people like Kael and my dad around her, I wanted her to be more guarded when it came to trusting others. If I ever found a way to look at my father again, I would try to find out what was going on. It was the least I could do for my only friend.