Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Part 2
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Part 3
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Susan Wilson
- About the Author
Thursday’s town newspaper is still on the stand and Ed goes to get one while Alice takes another cup of decaf from Lil. Pushing the empty plates aside, Ed stretches the paper out in front of them and they check through the car ads side by side. The end-of-season clearances are going on, so each of the dealers is touting big savings and decent monthly payments. Maybe even on Ed’s fixed income they can afford to do this. They’ve put some away; money that was meant for college is still sitting there. It seemed wrong to use it for anything else. Taking it would have been tantamount to stealing it from Stacy in the early days following what happened. But now, with Ed out of work, it sits there like a backup plan.
In this little hometown paper the lost-and-found ads are the first classifieds after the paid ads. Lost earrings and cats, found wallets and boots. Alice doesn’t want to look, but she finds herself drawn to the column. First ad under the column heading: “Found, small collielike dog. Gray and black, one blue eye, one brown. Near Old Path Road. Call…”
It feels like a century ago that she called in that advertisement. Now the object of those few words is a member of the family. She narrows her eyes, hoping that no one will see it. She wishes that it wasn’t the first ad, but was lost among all the other ads for missing sweaters with sentimental attachments and bracelets worthy of rewards. Alice breathes out. If anyone was going to call, they would have by now.
Alice starts to fold up the paper, but Ed pushes it back to the table surface. “We need to look.”
She knows what he means, and the old familiar animosity rises. “No, we don’t.”
Ed ignores her and runs his finger down the lost ads. Alice doesn’t watch. She looks out at the car, where Buddy is waiting so patiently for them. He is out of sight, curled up, no doubt, on the middle seat.
“Nothing. No one around here is missing him. We don’t have to look ever again, but we had to look now. I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t.”
“I could.”
“But now we don’t have to worry about it. Free and clear. We’ve done what we could.”
Ed wraps his arm around her shoulder and Alice lets herself sink in next to him, tucked safely under his arm. “He’s our boy now.”
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