Chapters (68)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Part 1
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Part 2
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Part 3
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Susan Wilson
- About the Author
“You give him bacon?” Alice hisses as Lil drifts to another table.
“Just a strip.”
Alice adds a little sugar to her cup, stirs it with a back-and-forth motion. “What else would you do in the summer?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it’s time we took one of those vacations we always talked about. Drive to the Cape or up to the mountains.”
“We don’t have to wait till summer to do that. There’s nothing says we can’t go somewhere now.”
Another reminder of his unemployed status. All the time in the world.
Ed aligns his coffee cup in its saucer. “What would we do about Buddy?”
“There’re lots of places that are calling themselves dog-friendly. We can take him.”
“Where do you want to go?”
Alice shrugs, takes a bite of her sandwich, and sits back. The bench seat is so low, she looks like a little kid sitting at the grown-ups table. “Canada? Someplace we can drive to. Montreal?”
“All the more reason to look at a new car. Neither one of our clunkers could handle an eight-hundred-mile drive.”
This is fun, this optimistic conversation. It’s been so long since they’ve talked about anything having to do with planning, or adventure, or life beyond being lost parents, that Ed feels like laughing. It might not even be necessary to go on a vacation; it’s just a step in a new direction to talk about it. It’s a sign to him that Alice is moving out of another stage of her grief. From never leaving her bed to never leaving the house to never leaving Moodyville, Alice is contemplating a journey out of the country. Ed is fairly certain that she will begin to worry about who will take care of things while they’re gone, a train of thought that will eventually derail these happy plans when she considers being absent from the graveside for more than a couple of days. Summer, winter, whatever the season, whatever the weather, Alice Parmalee tends the grave. Chrysanthemums in the fall; impatiens in the summer; greens in the winter. The tulip bulbs poking up in the spring, flanked by daffodils. He’s never seen it, but he knows what Alice plants. Sometimes it’s the only thing she tells him in a day. Or it was, until Buddy came along.
So, it’s quite nice to have her talking about going somewhere else.