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Chapters (59)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-one
  25. Chapter Twenty-two
  26. Chapter Twenty-three
  27. Chapter Twenty-four
  28. Chapter Twenty-five
  29. Chapter Twenty-six
  30. Chapter Twenty-seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-one
  35. Chapter Thirty-two
  36. Chapter Thirty-three
  37. Chapter Thirty-four
  38. Chapter Thirty-five
  39. Chapter Thirty-six
  40. Chapter Thirty-seven
  41. Chapter Thirty-eight
  42. Chapter Thirty-nine
  43. Chapter Forty
  44. Chapter Forty-one
  45. Chapter Forty-two
  46. Chapter Forty-three
  47. Chapter Forty-four
  48. Chapter Forty-five
  49. Chapter Forty-six
  50. Chapter Forty-seven
  51. Chapter Forty-eight
  52. Chapter Forty-nine
  53. Chapter Fifty
  54. Chapter Fifty-one
  55. Chapter Fifty-two
  56. Acknowledgements
  57. About the Author
  58. Also by the author
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He kicked a rock and it skidded across the road and disappeared into the bush. ‘Well, I was lucky and she wasn’t,’ he said. ‘She never woke up. I respected her parents’ wishes for prolonged life support, but I hated it.’

‘She’s at rest now.’

He nodded and glanced back at the tree and its marker. ‘And I share a story of loss with those little crosses all over Australia. I’m not special for being there.’

‘Were you hurt?’

‘Barely. But Roslyn’s head injury was obvious. Frontal lobe.’ He blinked rapidly and she put her hand out to steady him as he swayed. His face drained of colour until it was as white as the cross at the roadside.

‘Enough walking,’ she said and steered him until he leaned against the car.

‘I’m sorry. I’ll never lose that picture. Everything went dark for a minute there.’

‘We walked too far.’ Or grief could do odd things. She opened the door and nudged him to sit. ‘Do me a favour and have a drink. You’re an interesting shade of pale.’

‘Sorry,’ he said again as she closed his door.

Shock from his recent accident combined with grief, Ava thought as she climbed in and started the engine. She’d been there. She thought of the flawlessness of her infant daughter, Amelia, as she lay in her tiny white coffin. Pale-pink lace around her alabaster face of unmoving perfection. Cold porcelain fingers that lay still and straight against her own trembling palm.

That picture would never leave her, either. She’d never shared it. Yet now seemed a good time. ‘Five years ago, I lost my daughter, Amelia. She was ten weeks premature, and by the time I was flown to Alice we couldn’t stop the labour. She died from necrotising enterocolitis. The lining of her bowel was just too injured when we started the feeding and she passed away at six weeks.’

‘I’m sorry,’ he said. She didn’t look to see his expression, but she heard understanding in his voice. ‘You’ve known loss.’

Well, he would understand, wouldn’t he? ‘She was perfect,’ she said softly. ‘My family were amazing. It took me six months before I could go back to work and twelve before I could go back to midwifery. But I’ve found peace. And I wouldn’t change it to avoid having gone through the pain if it meant not meeting her – even for that brief time.’

There was silence for a minute, then he said, ‘And the baby’s father?’