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Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Mauna Loa: November 21, 1935
  5. 1. Mangoes
  6. 2. Watching Over Him
  7. 3. Rising Winds
  8. 4. The Okawa Fish Market
  9. 5. Beauty and the Beast
  10. 6. Homecoming
  11. 7. Waiting
  12. 8. In the Quiet
  13. Ghost Voices
  14. Carrying On: November 23–25, 1935
  15. 9. Sanctuary
  16. 10. Fire and Ice
  17. 11. The Sugar Train
  18. 12. The Green Bungalow
  19. 13. The House Call
  20. 14. The House on the Hill
  21. Island Voices
  22. The Past, the Present: November 25–26, 1935
  23. 15. Island Boys
  24. 16. Hide-and-Seek
  25. 17. The Bulletin Board
  26. Ghost Voices
  27. You Can’t Hide: November 27–December 4, 1935
  28. 18. A New Direction
  29. 19. One Step Forward
  30. 20. Awakening
  31. 21. Puli Plantation
  32. Island Voices
  33. Lost and Found: December 6–8, 1935
  34. 22. Ashes
  35. 23. The Surprise
  36. 24. The Scenic Express
  37. Ghost Voices
  38. And Then . . .: December 11–16, 1935
  39. 25. Restless
  40. 26. Collecting
  41. 27. Sugarcane
  42. 28. A Visitor
  43. 29. Run
  44. 30. Nightmares
  45. 31. Packing
  46. Ghost Voices
  47. Secrets: December 17–18, 1935
  48. 32. Town Boy
  49. 33. Nori
  50. 34. Naupaka
  51. Ghost Voices
  52. Answers: December 18–20, 1935
  53. 35. Lava
  54. 36. Uncle Koji
  55. 37. The Truth of It
  56. Ghost Voices
  57. Waiting: December 22–26, 1935
  58. 38. Revelations
  59. 39. Safe Places
  60. 40. Mele Kalikimaka
  61. Ghost Voices
  62. Shooting the Moon: December 27–31, 1935
  63. 41. Blackbirds
  64. 42. Mosquitoes
  65. 43. Faith
  66. 44. The River
  67. Ghost Voices
  68. A New Year: January 1–2, 1936
  69. 45. The Beating Heart
  70. 46. January 2, 1936
  71. 47. The Living
  72. Ghost Voices
  73. Hilo: July 28, 1936
  74. 48. The Mango Tree
  75. Acknowledgments
  76. About the Publisher

Daniel watched her trying to remember. For the first time in months, he felt like a doctor again, a part of him fearful he’d lost his touch. His careful fingers felt the lymph nodes to each side of her neck, pressed along her side and down her spine, her face open and accepting as a child. He looked at her eyes, into each of her ears, quick and careful and efficient. Then he bent down and rummaged through an inside pocket of his bag, looking for something.

“Shells, yeah!” Mama Natua yelled out, a child’s excitement in her voice.

“Yes,” Daniel said. “You gave him the shells you had collected.” He smiled. “And I kept this one.” He held up a seashell in his hand, no larger than a pikake bud, coral-colored with rows of soft whorls, collected that day on the beach. It had caught his eye and he picked it out of the pail that day and had held on to it ever since.

Mama reached for it, her eyes lighting up with delight. “You’re not Franklin,” she said, her eyes focused on him.

“No, I’m not Franklin. I’m Daniel,” he said. It was the first time in years he’d said his father’s name aloud.

Mama smiled. “You were always a good boy,” she said.

* * *

Mama still needed blood tests and a more thorough exam that Daniel would have to arrange through Hilo Hospital. While Mama clearly suffered from senility, her vitals appeared stable for someone who had never seen a doctor in her eighty-three years. Daniel busily answered Auntie Leia’s and Auntie Nori’s questions about Mama’s health, keeping any questions about his father to himself for a little longer. After so many years, Daniel was surprised how just hearing the name Franklin still affected him, and how quickly his father became flesh and blood again.

As he walked home, Daniel’s thoughts were filled with questions. He cut through an old neighborhood, streets lined with small, rickety houses crowded with roaming chickens, stray dogs; a goat eating from a neighbor’s toppled garbage. A bare-assed little boy clutching a coconut ran toward a house. If Mama had really seen his father and Uncle Koji together after he’d left them, when did he return? And why hadn’t his mother or Uncle Koji ever said anything? As he combed the past for answers, what became abundantly clear was how easily his mother and the entire community had erased all memories of his father from their lives. His mother had stopped speaking of him, while all the tangible objects that belonged to him had slowly disappeared from the bungalow. She’d kept in a box for him a few family photos, a tarnished money clip, and an old slingshot his father had made out of manzanita, but there was little else.