Back The Color of Air
Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Mauna Loa: November 21, 1935
  5. 1. Mangoes
  6. 2. Watching Over Him
  7. 3. Rising Winds
  8. 4. The Okawa Fish Market
  9. 5. Beauty and the Beast
  10. 6. Homecoming
  11. 7. Waiting
  12. 8. In the Quiet
  13. Ghost Voices
  14. Carrying On: November 23–25, 1935
  15. 9. Sanctuary
  16. 10. Fire and Ice
  17. 11. The Sugar Train
  18. 12. The Green Bungalow
  19. 13. The House Call
  20. 14. The House on the Hill
  21. Island Voices
  22. The Past, the Present: November 25–26, 1935
  23. 15. Island Boys
  24. 16. Hide-and-Seek
  25. 17. The Bulletin Board
  26. Ghost Voices
  27. You Can’t Hide: November 27–December 4, 1935
  28. 18. A New Direction
  29. 19. One Step Forward
  30. 20. Awakening
  31. 21. Puli Plantation
  32. Island Voices
  33. Lost and Found: December 6–8, 1935
  34. 22. Ashes
  35. 23. The Surprise
  36. 24. The Scenic Express
  37. Ghost Voices
  38. And Then . . .: December 11–16, 1935
  39. 25. Restless
  40. 26. Collecting
  41. 27. Sugarcane
  42. 28. A Visitor
  43. 29. Run
  44. 30. Nightmares
  45. 31. Packing
  46. Ghost Voices
  47. Secrets: December 17–18, 1935
  48. 32. Town Boy
  49. 33. Nori
  50. 34. Naupaka
  51. Ghost Voices
  52. Answers: December 18–20, 1935
  53. 35. Lava
  54. 36. Uncle Koji
  55. 37. The Truth of It
  56. Ghost Voices
  57. Waiting: December 22–26, 1935
  58. 38. Revelations
  59. 39. Safe Places
  60. 40. Mele Kalikimaka
  61. Ghost Voices
  62. Shooting the Moon: December 27–31, 1935
  63. 41. Blackbirds
  64. 42. Mosquitoes
  65. 43. Faith
  66. 44. The River
  67. Ghost Voices
  68. A New Year: January 1–2, 1936
  69. 45. The Beating Heart
  70. 46. January 2, 1936
  71. 47. The Living
  72. Ghost Voices
  73. Hilo: July 28, 1936
  74. 48. The Mango Tree
  75. Acknowledgments
  76. About the Publisher

Daniel had just turned six, too young to understand what had happened when his father abandoned them. By the time Daniel was eleven or twelve, he was often waiting at the train station for Koji, wanting to know everything he could about Franklin. They sat on the old wooden bench just across from the tracks and talked, while Koji waited for his crew to unload the sacks of sugar from the railway cars and cart them across the road to the harbor.

Then one afternoon when Daniel was thirteen, he finally said, “Tell me how I’m like my father.”

Koji looked at him and gathered his thoughts. He paused to light a cigarette. “On the outside, you look a lot like him. Tall and skinny, dark eyes and a thick head of hair, movie-star island-boy good looks,” he said. He inhaled and exhaled smoke. “You’re athletic like him; you got his speed and agility. His stubbornness, too. The rest, everything on the inside, comes from your mother. Lucky for you, yeah,” he added.

“Why did he leave us?” Daniel had asked bluntly. “Was it because of me?”

Koji’s eyes widened with surprise. He sucked on his cigarette, taking his time to answer, smoke rings rising into the air and disappearing. “Oily hands,” he finally said. “Shame your father could never hold on to anything. His leaving had nothing to do with you. He let the only two good things in his life slip through his fingers, you and your mother. Some men just like that.” He dropped the cigarette and snuffed it out angrily with the toe of his boot. “He looked for ways to lose things. Lucky for me, yeah, I get to see you grow up and make your mother proud.”

Koji shook his head at the memory. How could he have given Daniel such a rational explanation for something so irrational? At the time, Koji had confided in Razor that he wanted to tell Daniel that his father was a bigger son of a bitch than any of them realized. He wanted to fuel the boy’s anger, but Razor helped him to understand that he couldn’t do it. Neither of them would feel any better, and it only would have made Mariko’s life more difficult. Days, weeks, months turned into a year, and Koji saw Franklin’s absence in the deepening lines on Mariko’s face, and how the light in her eyes had dimmed, breaking his heart too.

* * *

In the station, Koji sounded the train whistle again: a short, short, long wail filled the air, the same greeting he used when Daniel was young. Moments later, he jumped down from the car in his T-shirt and baggy pants.

“Look who’s here,” he said, and wrapped his arms around Daniel in a big hug.

Daniel smiled. “Good to see you, Uncle Koji,” he said. “I wanted to thank you again for the new model railcar. Looks just like your engine.”