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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Jenny Colgan
  46. About the Publisher

The nurse from reception was walking past. She halted. “Okay,” she said. “I’m on my break. I’ll sit here for a bit.”

“Oh, I can’t,” said Carmen. “Not your break.”

“Yeah yeah yeah. On you go. Five minutes, okay?”

“Okay!” said Carmen. “Guys, don’t bother the nice nurse, okay?”

“Well, I have some questions,” said Pippa, moving closer to the nice nurse, but Carmen had already disappeared.

THE LITTLE ROOM was full of monitors and beeping machines. There was nobody else there. Sofia lifted up her head as Carmen entered.

“You’re by yourself?” said Carmen.

“They come and check you,” said Sofia. “They have the machines on centralized—”

But it was no good. She couldn’t keep it up. She burst into floods of tears. Carmen was there, and Sofia grabbed her hand once more as another set of contractions racked her.

“It’s too late for the epidural,” she sobbed. “I always have an epidural. That stops you feeling anything.”

“Can’t they give you anything else?”

Sofia shook her head. “I’m too far along. I’ve never done this before. Not without . . . all the drugs.”

She cried in fear and pain, and Carmen leaned over and hugged her fiercely.

“It’s too early!” said Sofia. “I had everything planned! Federico would get extra leave when he finished this long trip so he could come home at the last minute and—”

“You are the fiercest, bravest, most amazing person I know,” she whispered into her sister’s ear. “You are going to kick the arse out of this. And the nurses are going to kick the arse out of Federico, so you should probably tell them it was your idea.”

Sofia smiled weakly as a nurse came in to check on her.

“You are just about ready to go,” the nurse said, reading the printout, then, to Carmen’s surprise although she knew it really shouldn’t have been, sticking her arm up her sister.

“I’ve never . . . I’ve never done this without an epidural before. Is it too late for a C-section?” said Sofia.

“Are you kidding?” said the nurse. “Squeeze it out now and you’ll be home for breakfast. Have us chop you open and you’ll be laid up for a fortnight. Also it’s Christmas. Are you a hundred percent certain your late-night surgeon won’t have been at the sherry?”

“I am 99.999 percent legally certain,” said Sofia through gritted teeth.

“Well, up to you.”

“Come on,” said Carmen. “You can do it.”

“Are those your kids in the waiting room? Are you guys married?”

“Sisters,” said the women at the same moment, squeezing hands.

“Are they killing each other?” said Carmen. “I’ll be back.”

“But I’m not having this baby without an epidural,” Sofia was saying in a wobbly version of her stern in-court voice. “I can’t. I’m telling you I can’t . . . aaaaargh!”