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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Jenny Colgan
  46. About the Publisher

“Come on,” said Carmen. “It’s a booking for the hospital in the middle of the night—what did you think it was going to be?”

He scratched his head. “Is she going to have it in the cab?”

“No,” said Carmen, then, quieter to her sister: “Are you?”

“No!” said Sofia.

“But if she does, we’ll pay for the cleaning and you’ll be in the papers.”

“Mummy, where are you going?” It was Phoebe’s voice.

“Just nipping out,” said Sofia.

“‘Just nipping out’?” Carmen said.

“The thing is,” said the cabbie, “I just got it cleaned and . . .”

“Can we come?”

“Mummy’s just going to hospital,” said Carmen.

“Hospital?” said Jack.

“Jack!” said Pippa crossly. “You never listen! It’s for the baby.”

“I forgot about the baby,” said Jack. “Oh. Bye then.”

“I want to come too,” said Phoebe.

“I won’t be long. And Carmen will stay.”

“Can we watch a grown-up film?”

“You can watch The Driller Killer,” said Carmen. “Let’s just get your mum to the . . .”

But the cab had already taken off down the icy road without them.

“IT WAS TWO hours ago,” said Carmen firmly. “And it was one glass of wine and I didn’t finish it.”

“Drinking and driving is very dangerous,” said Pippa disapprovingly.

“Surely this is why you bought that ridiculous Range Rover,” said Carmen. “A car so oversized and stupid-looking, the only possible reason to buy it would be to keep you safe if your sister ever had to drive you to hospital. It will destroy everything in its path.”

“Oh God. Okay. All right then,” panted Sofia.

“Come on, munchkins. Put your dressing gowns on.”

They looked, Carmen mused, like the children in Peter Pan in their old-fashioned nighties and long striped dressing gowns and, excited by the entire experience, were skidding their way to the car, not even fighting about who had to sit in the middle as they usually did.

She helped Sofia into the passenger seat—why, wondered Carmen, had she bought a car that necessitated an escalator to get you up into it?—and belted her in, then skidded around to her side of the car.

She’d driven only her little Fiat before, which was ten years old and had the heating stuck on full blast all the time. She’d never driven an automatic. She didn’t know where the hospital was. She suddenly wasn’t sure this was a good idea.

“Press—”

But another contraction came over Sofia and she couldn’t finish.

Jack leaned over from the back. “It’s ‘D,’” he said. “‘D’ for ‘drive,’ see?”

Carmen put her foot down on the clutch, then realized there wasn’t a clutch.

“No, that’s the brake,” said Pippa.

“You’re very useful, thank you,” said Carmen, trying to take deep breaths. She could feel herself getting a little panicky. She shut her eyes and thought of calm things.

“Okay,” she said. “Let’s go.”