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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Jenny Colgan
  46. About the Publisher

“But who was Erich?”

“Have you heard of Cultybraggan?”

Carmen shook her head.

“It was the wartime internment camp. In Perthshire. Comrie. Where my mother’s from.”

Carmen thought of the beautiful, sophisticated woman in the photographs from a few weeks ago.

“She volunteered nursing services during the war . . .” He shrugged. “I suppose . . . it’s hardly fair to think your mother has to be a saint . . .”

“So, hang on . . .”

“I don’t know anything about him,” said Mr. McCredie stiffly, “except he was a German. My dad was a German POW.”

Carmen’s heart overflowed with pity. “And you knew?”

“Oh, my relatives had a lot to say about it. The McCredie side were quite a loud and vocal people.”

“From when you were small?”

“There were always whispers. The boys at school got a hold of it. Christ.”

“My God,” said Carmen. “That’s . . . that’s . . .”

“It was a boarding school.”

“In Edinburgh?”

“Yes.”

“Your parents, who lived in Edinburgh, sent you to boarding school in Edinburgh?”

“I think . . . I think there was a limit as to how long my father could have me around. I didn’t get a lot less blond.”

Carmen leaned over and patted him on the sleeve. “Oh God, that must have been so hard.”

He nodded.

“Why didn’t you . . . why didn’t you move? Get away?”

“To do what? Stupid, useless bloody son of a . . .” He couldn’t even say it. “My mother never got over it. The shame. Everyone knew. Everyone. Bad blood. That’s what they said.”

Carmen remembered Bronagh mentioning it. Goodness. Everyone did know. This was why. This was why he hid himself away.

“I don’t understand. Why did you stay in the city?”

“It’s still my city. I love it,” said Mr. McCredie defiantly. “My entire family had been stupid bloody explorers. I wasn’t going to do that just to impress my father. Who, by the way, could never have been impressed with anything I ever did.”

“And . . . Erich?”

He shrugged. “I don’t . . . I don’t care. I don’t even know his surname.”

Suddenly Carmen thought of something. “I . . . You know the people who came into the shop? The German people?”

He looked at her. “I don’t want to see them.”

“But . . . they said they have letters. They have something! You have to see it.”

He shrugged. “I don’t care. I don’t want to know. This whole thing—it ruined my life. My entire life.”

Carmen thought of the confused little boy, sent off to a cold dorm while his parents were only down the road. “But they seem so nice . . . It was a long time ago, Mr. McCredie. Everyone would understand. Things are . . . things are so different.”

“Not if he was tossing your grandparents onto trains, it isn’t.”

“Do you know what he did?”

He shook his head. “No, but I can have a reasonable belief it was nothing good.”