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Chapters (46)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also by Jenny Colgan
  46. About the Publisher

Why, she found herself thinking, did she always have to settle for the last-minute invitations? Why couldn’t anyone ask her out on a proper date, give her time to get dressed up, get excited about things? Why wasn’t she anyone’s first choice? She thought of Idra, choosing ski clothes, and tried not to look petulant.

“Don’t be sad!” said Oke as they entered. “Look. They have those flashing lights that you like.”

She stuck her tongue out at him and decided to at least try to enjoy herself.

Camera Obscura was in a beautiful, ancient narrow building at the top of the Lawnmarket, right next to the castle’s huge courtyard. You entered through a narrow door and filed up narrow ancient steps, diving in and out of different rooms.

Despite herself, it was fun. The sideshow exhibits were funny: forced perspective rooms that made them look big or tiny, a rather pretty light tunnel, a hall of mirrors.

This was just . . . going to see some lights. In her lunch hour.

She laughed in the mirror maze, where lights shimmered and changed and it was impossible to tell how big it was: an infinity of mirrors, perhaps, in the ancient house, reflecting back and back. Once they got separated, she could see glimpses of Oke but not precisely tell where he was.

The last people in front of them had carried on up the steps, and there was nobody behind them—it was very quiet—and suddenly Carmen realized in the dark sputtering maze she didn’t know where Oke was at all. She pressed herself against the side of a mirror. When she let out an involuntary giggle, it echoed throughout the space eerily. She glanced around, her heart beating faster. She could just see a flicker of his old coat, reflected over and over, but she couldn’t see where he was.

“Where are you?” she said, her voice bouncing off a thousand panes of glass.

“You will have to find me . . . me . . . me.”

She spun around, sure that he was right there behind her, but there was nothing, just a flicker of a coat in the mirror, replicated into infinity in two glasses facing each other.

She stepped to the side, concentrating very hard on listening over the sounds of her breathing and her rapid heart. There was something just on the left . . . She leaped there and gasped as she saw a satsuma bouncing off a side mirror and onto the floor.

“You (you you you) . . . Did you just throw a satsuma at me (me me)?”