Chapters (71)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication page
- PREFACE
- Epigraph page
- “In this foggy, dispute-ridden landscape”
- I
- THE NORTH
- SAUCHOPE LINKS CARAVAN PARK
- CRAIL AUTUMN
- A PLENITUDE
- NO 59981 05825; 56.24324° N, 2.64731° W
- Having abandoned his mission . . .
- Efforts are made to dissuade him . . .
- Evidence of his own cult in Pictland . . .
- “Ethernan” likely derived from the Latin . . .
- THE DESERT FATHERS
- “WHEN SOLITUDE WAS A PROBLEM, I HAD NO SOLITUDE”
- TENTSMUIR FOREST
- A MISCALCULATION
- THE SPIES
- MERCENARIES KNOW THERE’S ALWAYS ROOM FOR SPECIALISTS IN THE MARKET
- THE MERIDIAN
- WHOSE DEATHS WERE RECORDED OFFICIALLY AS CASUALTIES OF “THE BATTLE OF MAY ISLAND”
- SONG
- II
- NO 59981 05825; 56.24324° N, 2.64731° W
- He remembers a friend . . .
- Like Cormac Ua Liatháin, he sought . . .
- Hostilities were inevitable among the four peoples . . .
- Now blood on his lip . . .
- Tomorrow, for sure, he will make a start . . .
- A vision . . .
- He reexamines his practice . . .
- A visitation . . .
- He enquires of the silence . . .
- AN ENTHUSIAST
- FROM THE INVERTEBRATE FAUNA OF THE FIRTH OF FORTH, PART 2, 1881
- THE SHAGS, WHOSE CONSERVATION STATUS IS “OF LEAST CONCERN”
- “GOODBYE TO COCKENZIE POWER STATION, A CATHEDRAL TO COAL”
- A TRAWLERMAN
- SHE IS BURIED ON THE WEST BRAES
- WHITE STRANGERS
- ORIGIN STORY
- KENTIGERN AND THE ROBIN
- TO THE EXTENT A TRADITION CAN BE SAID TO BE DEVELOPED; IT IS MORE ACCURATE TO SAY IT CAN BE CLOTHED IN DIFFERENT FORMS
- AN UNEXPECTED ENCOUNTER WITH HE WHO HAS BEEN LEFT ALONE TO HIS PERILS
- A RETREAT
- SONG
- III
- SONG
- A LESSON
- THE INTERCESSORS
- CRAIL SPRING
- THE SHARING ECONOMY
- TIME AWAY WITH THE ERROR
- TWO CHAPTERS ON ANCIENT STONES
- ANCIENT REMEDIES WITH CONTEMPORARY APPLICATIONS CURRENTLY IN DEVELOPMENT
- 56.1833° N, 2.5667° W
- The Isle of May lies just outside the western boundary . . .
- Its paved road, which has all the appearance . . .
- Having once dwelt at Caiplie, “place of horses” . . .
- In a purposeful adoption of an ancient burial site . . .
- YOU CAN’T GO BACK
- STINGING NETTLE APPRECIATION
- THE HERMITS
- CLARITY
- NOTES
- ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
- THE CAIPLIE CAVES
- ALSO BY THE AUTHOR
Where nettle grows, says local custom, so grows the healing dock
whose leaves, broadfaced and not very bright, may initially provide
a cooling sensation, though there’s less to affirm its status as a remedy
than there is the merits of a little self-deception.
Urtica dioica, sting of two houses. To learn this lessens no one’s pain.
The agonies are products, the ancients say. Not voids, or defects.
Once they exist, they will always exist.
Comforts can only lie alongside them.
THE HERMITS
Warmth activates the sugars
and sugars rally
in the gorse, in the flowers
it sees with, the scent
that is its voice,
the non-toxic fragrant wood
good for cutlery, and for burning
though it flares out quickly
unlike smouldering peat. Are they converting
sugars of their loneliness
to conviction? Burning
their sugars on the wicks
of their frailty
one can nearly read by them
as Fillan read by the light
of his broken arm,
one of the horrible miracles
of the times —
St. Fillan, the Human Flashlight,
patron of the mentally ill —
an unenviable between-worlds
position.
Whereas marsh orchids
fully in this one
change their clothes
out in the open, hard candy
in their mouths, the sugars
plump, round, smooth,
unlike seawater’s jagged molecules
which when drunk like anger
will tear through you.
Like bitterness, desiccate you.
To survive, suffering burns
the strength of the afflicted. If,
left in Fillan’s cave,
bonds of the stricken
were loosened by morning
his spirit had intervened to convert
the molecules of their madness
and still later did smugglers stash there
some of those little things
that make life worth living.
The highly edible
sweet gorse flowers
produce a coconut-flavoured wine
if one enjoys the luxury of time
and a tea prescribed in cases
of uncertainty,
for those who appear
to have lost all hope.
CLARITY
In the centre of the path
near the ruined bothy.
Styrofoam maybe,
a sweater, fishing gear.
As I approached, I saw
it was a gannet, how odd.
How long, then,
before I realized it was dead?
When did my sixth receiver
register the hydrostatic pressure
of fluid newly at rest
between subject and object?
Bill beneath its wing,
the head’s saffron
seemed a signal
that should fade, in death.
What killed it
had not been vain
in its signature, allowing
for the vulnerable feet
to be tucked, as is the instinct,
under the quilt of its body.
Cormorants presided
the way they do over the sea’s
many funerals. Rock spoke
through its forms
the eulogy: the smaller
is not the lesser stone.
The day’s warm air had cold
ribboned through it
like a hotel atrium
built around a stream
or the childhood swimming hole
fed by an artesian current
I visualized as darker
than the surrounding water
and more coherent, its integrity
having not yet degraded.
Much of what I feared then
has happened,
though not always
as I’d feared.
And so much more to fear