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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. SANDIE JONES
  3. Dedication page
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. PART ONE
  6. 1
  7. 2
  8. 3
  9. 4
  10. 5
  11. 6
  12. 7
  13. 8
  14. 9
  15. 10
  16. PART TWO
  17. 11
  18. 12
  19. 13
  20. 14
  21. 15
  22. 16
  23. 17
  24. 18
  25. 19
  26. 20
  27. 21
  28. 22
  29. 23
  30. 24
  31. 25
  32. 26
  33. 27
  34. 28
  35. 29
  36. EPILOGUE
  37. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  38. About the Author
  39. Also by Sandie Jones

My heart stops and my vision blurs as I aimlessly rifle through a pile of paperwork I’ve already looked at.

I picture Leon letting himself into what he thinks is an empty flat, only to be confronted by Jacob’s belongings, or worse, Jacob himself. I have to stop him from going, or else come clean and tell the truth. But I don’t even know where to begin.

I try to convince myself that he’ll be happy I’ve used my own initiative; be glad of the extra money that will be coming in every month, but if I truly believed that, I would have told him by now, wouldn’t I?

‘I . . . I . . .’ I stutter, as he looks at me expectantly.

‘What?’ he asks, with raised eyebrows.

‘I’ll go and take a look,’ I say quickly. ‘You’ve got enough on your plate. I’ll start making a list of what needs doing, then we can take a look together, once you’ve got the concert out of the way.’

‘Is your client still looking for somewhere to live?’ he asks.

‘Maybe,’ I say, looking anywhere but at him. ‘Why do you ask?’

‘Is it the guy who was here this morning?’

Heat travels up my neck; I can only hope and pray it’s not leaving its mark on my skin.

‘Yes,’ I say, my voice sounding more high-pitched than normal, or maybe that’s just my imagination.

‘You seemed nervous around him.’

I instinctively tighten my ponytail and brush imaginary hair away from my eyes, in a pathetic attempt to divert Leon’s attention, though by the intense look on his face, I’ve done the exact opposite.

‘Are you OK?’ he asks, coming towards me. ‘Is this guy a problem?’ He takes hold of my elbows and looks into my eyes. He may as well be staring into my soul.

‘Of course not,’ I say, shrugging him off.

‘So what was the deal this morning then?’ he asks, following me to the sink. ‘Neither of you could look me in the eye.’

‘You’re being ridiculous,’ I say, forcing a laugh.

‘Am I?’ he asks. ‘Because to me, it felt like I was interrupting something.’

‘What, just because it was a man?’

‘No, because of the way he looked at you.’

There’s nothing I can do to stop my cheeks from blushing and the more I try, the hotter they burn.

I can’t deny that it feels as if Jacob and I have crossed an invisible line; the one that makes you feel as if it’s just a matter of time before it’s either re-drawn or erased altogether.

‘He’s a client, who happens to be vulnerable right now,’ I say. ‘He’ll anchor himself to anyone or anything that gives him stability.’

‘And that’s you, is it?’