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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Half Title Page
  3. Books by Beverly Lewis
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. Prologue
  9. Part 1
  10. CHAPTER1
  11. CHAPTER2
  12. CHAPTER3
  13. CHAPTER4
  14. CHAPTER5
  15. CHAPTER6
  16. CHAPTER7
  17. CHAPTER8
  18. CHAPTER9
  19. CHAPTER10
  20. CHAPTER11
  21. CHAPTER12
  22. CHAPTER13
  23. CHAPTER14
  24. CHAPTER15
  25. CHAPTER16
  26. CHAPTER17
  27. CHAPTER18
  28. CHAPTER19
  29. CHAPTER20
  30. CHAPTER21
  31. Part 2
  32. CHAPTER22
  33. CHAPTER23
  34. CHAPTER24
  35. CHAPTER25
  36. CHAPTER26
  37. CHAPTER27
  38. CHAPTER28
  39. CHAPTER29
  40. CHAPTER30
  41. CHAPTER31
  42. CHAPTER32
  43. CHAPTER33
  44. CHAPTER34
  45. CHAPTER35
  46. CHAPTER36
  47. CHAPTER37
  48. CHAPTER38
  49. CHAPTER39
  50. CHAPTER40
  51. CHAPTER41
  52. CHAPTER42
  53. CHAPTER43
  54. CHAPTER44
  55. Epilogue
  56. Author’s Note
  57. About the Author
  58. Back Ads
  59. Cover Flaps
  60. Back Cover

Nodding, Mamma seemed unsurprised. “Ella Mae and I have both noticed it over the years, too.”

Susie wondered why Britta brought this up to Mamma when Britta had already discussed it with Susie. Was she trying to get Mamma to talk about the accident?

“From what I’ve heard, there used to be lots of flowers and cards or notes . . . even a little white cross,” Britta said. She paused, and Susie wondered what Mamma was thinking about all this. “But now it’s just this one bouquet,” Britta continued. “It’s sweet, isn’t it, that someone besides us still remembers what happened there?”

“Truly it is,” Mamma said softly.

“But who?” Britta asked.

Susie shrugged. “S’pose it could be any number of folk.” She wondered who Britta had been talking to, to know that there had been other flowers and notes and cards and such years ago.

At that moment, Mamma waved at the van coming down the road. “Lookee there, our driver’s right on time,” she said quickly.

Mamma seems uncomfortable with this talk, Susie thought, wishing Britta hadn’t mentioned the bundle of flowers.

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Susie stood outside with Britta after the mid-May Preaching service, waiting for the youth to be called indoors for the fellowship meal. She couldn’t help noticing Mamma over talking with Ella Mae near a terraced bed of pink, white, and rose-hued peonies, both of them looking quite solemn. Ella Mae was nodding her head thoughtfully, and Mamma leaned closer, as if to whisper. The scene reminded Susie again of that peculiar time at market when she’d clearly interrupted a private exchange between the women. Seeing them like that now, she sometimes wished she was privy to their shared secrets.

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Susie sat on the back porch that afternoon, waiting for Britta to finish the late-afternoon goat milking. Over yonder, she could see the Ebersols’ road horses standing head to tail in the southwest corner of the meadow. Rarely one to just sit and twiddle her thumbs, even on the Lord’s Day, Susie enjoyed the cool breeze, knowing summer weather was just around the corner.

To the west, the neighbors’ dairy cows were drifting into the deep pasture, where they would likely spend the night under the stars and waxing crescent moon. Susie recalled the warm summer night, five years ago, when Mamma had let her pitch a tent in the backyard. Susie and Britta and two of her cats had slept happily beneath a full moon.