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Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. Half Title Page
  3. Books by Beverly Lewis
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraph
  8. Prologue
  9. Part 1
  10. CHAPTER1
  11. CHAPTER2
  12. CHAPTER3
  13. CHAPTER4
  14. CHAPTER5
  15. CHAPTER6
  16. CHAPTER7
  17. CHAPTER8
  18. CHAPTER9
  19. CHAPTER10
  20. CHAPTER11
  21. CHAPTER12
  22. CHAPTER13
  23. CHAPTER14
  24. CHAPTER15
  25. CHAPTER16
  26. CHAPTER17
  27. CHAPTER18
  28. CHAPTER19
  29. CHAPTER20
  30. CHAPTER21
  31. Part 2
  32. CHAPTER22
  33. CHAPTER23
  34. CHAPTER24
  35. CHAPTER25
  36. CHAPTER26
  37. CHAPTER27
  38. CHAPTER28
  39. CHAPTER29
  40. CHAPTER30
  41. CHAPTER31
  42. CHAPTER32
  43. CHAPTER33
  44. CHAPTER34
  45. CHAPTER35
  46. CHAPTER36
  47. CHAPTER37
  48. CHAPTER38
  49. CHAPTER39
  50. CHAPTER40
  51. CHAPTER41
  52. CHAPTER42
  53. CHAPTER43
  54. CHAPTER44
  55. Epilogue
  56. Author’s Note
  57. About the Author
  58. Back Ads
  59. Cover Flaps
  60. Back Cover

Ella Mae was looking at her with eyes of compassion. “Frustration’s not the same as anger, now, is it?”

Britta couldn’t help but smile. “S’pose it can turn into that, if I let it.”

“An’ is that why you’re here . . . so it won’t?”

Britta reached across the table for Ella Mae’s wrinkled, bony hand and let the tears fall. “Now I know why Mamma’s so fond of you,” she whispered.

Ella Mae beamed. “Your Mamma’s real special to me, too. And never forget how much she loves you, Britta.”

Nodding, Britta released her hand and noticed tears shining on Ella Mae’s furrowed cheeks.

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Susie had decided not to ask Britta where she’d hurried off to. Undoubtedly, she needed time by herself again, which was understandable. Learning that her birth mother was most likely unmarried was a lot for dear Britta to take in.

Several kinfolk dropped by the shop to check in on them that morning—Aendis Emmalyn and Lettie, and Cousin Verena, too—for which Susie was grateful. She would be sure to tell Britta when she returned home. Even Mattie Beiler stopped in for a little chat, saying if they ever needed anything at all to holler, a kind offer that others had made, as well.

The womenfolk sincerely care, Susie thought, touched even though she didn’t plan on needing help anytime soon.

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Following the nightly Bible reading and prayer, Britta and Susie sat quietly in the front room. Taking time to do this as a family is the best gift Dat and Mamma ever gave us, Susie thought. Her parents’ invisible fingerprints were everywhere in their lives.

The stove was plenty warm, yet Britta had carried little Lucy into the house and had the black furry bundle all snug in her arms while she sat in Mamma’s chair. Susie stared across the room at the large gas lamp to the right of the comfortable chair, observing Britta, who appeared deep in thought.

At last Britta broke the stillness. “I’ve been thinkin’ that we could travel together to Missouri, leaving the day after Thanksgiving.”

This surprised Susie, but she contemplated it for a moment, not in favor of Allen paying their way, nor the disruption such a trip would cause to the shop and livestock.

“Maybe Mamma would travel back with us.” Britta petted Lucy as the cat slept.

“If ya go just for that reason, you might be disappointed,” Susie replied.

“Nee, ain’t the only reason.” Britta scratched under the cat’s ears. “It’d be wunnerbaar-gut just to spend time with Mamma again.”

“We’d miss having Thanksgiving dinner with them, though.”

Britta wrinkled her nose. “Maybe they would move it till after we got there.”

Susie wondered how Sarah and the children would feel about that. “I wouldn’t think of suggesting that,” she told Britta.

“But if they want us to come, they’ll be glad whenever we arrive, jah?”