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Chapters (32)
  1. The Alienist by Machado de Assis
  2. Title page
  3. I. How Itaguai Acquired a Madhouse
  4. II. A Torrent of Madmen
  5. III. God Knows What He is Doing
  6. IV. A New Theory
  7. V. The Terror
  8. VI. The Rebellion
  9. VII. The Unexpected
  10. VIII. The Druggist’s Dilemma
  11. IX. Two Beautiful Cases
  12. X. The Restoration
  13. XI. Release and Joy
  14. XII. The Last Part of the Fourth Item
  15. XIII. Plus Ultra
  16. Notes
  17. Illuminations for The Alienist by Machado de Assis
  18. Title page
  19. Machado de Assis’ Rio de Janeiro
  20. The Bay of Rio by Fannie E. Coe
  21. The City and Its Institutionsby A.J. Lamoureux
  22. Photograph
  23. Photograph
  24. Reading I
  25. Photograph
  26. Art and Insanity in the 19th century
  27. Genius and Insanityby Dr. William Hirsch
  28. Reading II
  29. Illustration
  30. Illustration
  31. Reading III
  32. Photograph

After my removal into the convalescent ward, I had many more privileges than is generally granted to the insane; and much was done for my comfort and happiness. If I could have been happy away from my home and children, I should certainly have been while on this ward. They gave me a pleasant room, where I had a view of the lake and surrounding scenery, which was truly very beautiful. Fr0m my window I also had a view of the flower garden, which added much to the beauty of the place. The grounds were nicely laid out; a beautiful grove, with rustic seats interspersed here and there for the convenience of the patients. I could wander around here at my leisure, and felt quite at home, but troubled on account of being away from my children, not knowing who had charge of them; my mind was constantly harassed on this account. But notwithstanding all this, I gained so much in less than two months, that it was not thought best for me to remain there any longer; and the superintendent said to me: “Mrs. B , I have written to your husband to come f.-r you. We are surprised that he should send you here in the first place. It is not at all necessary for you to be in a place of this kind, and we shall expect your husband to come for you in a few days.”

I felt grateful, sincerely so, for these words of encouragement. But I know this kindly disposed and generous man knew nothing of the unpleasant circumstances which brought me there; and yet I did not know but my husband might repent and -come for me.