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Contents ( 42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. 1 • Poor Thing
  5. 2 • Mrs. O’Brien
  6. 3 • Knobby Knees
  7. 4 • The Nephew
  8. 5 • Rabbit
  9. 6 • Gwen and Charlie Till Death Do Us Part
  10. 7 • Feather
  11. 8 • Dr. Cotton
  12. 9 • Poetry Group
  13. 10 • Quiz
  14. 11 • A Lot
  15. 12 • Frosting and Lamb Chop
  16. 13 • Epiphany
  17. 14 • The Wind
  18. 15 • Lucky Penny
  19. 16 • Scenario
  20. 17 • Too Big
  21. 18 • Nothing
  22. 19 • Heart
  23. 20 • Real
  24. 21 • Tree
  25. 22 • The Mystery of the Situation
  26. 23 • Sidestepping
  27. 24 • White Horse
  28. 25 • Sleepover
  29. 26 • A Barrage of Questions
  30. 27 • Sweeping
  31. 28 • Gone
  32. 29 • A Letter and a Cake
  33. 30 • What Was Actually Happening
  34. 31 • Nonsense and Sorrow
  35. 32 • Just Right
  36. 33 • Human Frailty
  37. 34 • Postcard
  38. 35 • Needed
  39. About the Author
  40. Books by Kevin Henkes
  41. Copyright
  42. About the Publisher

Your mother. Was this whole thing Casey’s way to pass his time in exile at his aunt’s? To make the week more interesting? To take his mind off his parents’ problems? Was it just a game to him?

Or was something else happening? Some impossible, wonderful, improbable cosmic convergence? A glimpse into an alternative reality, a parallel universe? Through her flawed understanding of the world, could she make this—her mother—possible?

She knew she wouldn’t tell anyone. Especially her father and even Mrs. O’Brien. She didn’t want anyone explaining it, making it untrue, pointing out the absurdity of it.

“Are you ready?” asked Casey.

“Ready? For what?”

Seconds ticked past. “I think we should follow her. Come on. Let’s go find Epiphany.”

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14 • The Wind

Reluctantly, Amelia set off after Casey—out the door and down the street. They went in the direction Epiphany had gone, in pursuit of the flash of her cantaloupe jacket. It was very windy now, as if something had been stirred up. My mother, Amelia thought. Epiphany. That’s what—who—had been stirred up.

The jacket was like a bright flag ahead of them.

A blast of wind rushed Amelia’s face and she gulped air. For a giddy, dizzying moment, she imagined she’d breathed in the ghostly essence of her mother. And then she felt she might faint at the thought of it. She’d lost her inner balance.

“Hurry,” called Casey.

“Coming.” She didn’t know if this following business was a good idea.

Casey was walking so fast she had to quicken her pace to keep up with him. Boldly, she grabbed his arm to slow him down, startling herself. And him, too, it seemed. They froze for a second, then moved on. Their arms were linked for several strides before dropping.

Amelia welled up with confusion. She didn’t know what she wanted to happen. If they caught up to Epiphany, what would they say to her? What would they do? The whole thing—the strangeness of it—was too much. Her poor brain was twisted up like a pretzel.

They turned the same corner Epiphany had, but she’d disappeared. And then when they reached the next corner, they looked in every direction. Epiphany was nowhere to be seen.

After a moment of complete stillness, Casey said, “Gone.”

Amelia nibbled on the inside of her cheek.

“Maybe,” said Casey, “she really is a ghost. She vanished.”

“Maybe she’s just a woman,” said Amelia. “Some woman who has nothing to do with me.”

“No,” said Casey. “Absolutely not.”

They wandered around the neighborhood, turning their heads, looking here and there, but it seemed to Amelia that the chase was over, which made her glad somehow. Several times Amelia thought she heard someone plaintively say her name. But it wasn’t Epiphany calling for her daughter; it was the brakes of a passing truck and a squeaky garage door and the wind playing tricks, messing with her head.

The first time she’d heard her name, she’d said, “Did you hear that?” Her voice was both shy and urgent.