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Contents ( 42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. 1 • Poor Thing
  5. 2 • Mrs. O’Brien
  6. 3 • Knobby Knees
  7. 4 • The Nephew
  8. 5 • Rabbit
  9. 6 • Gwen and Charlie Till Death Do Us Part
  10. 7 • Feather
  11. 8 • Dr. Cotton
  12. 9 • Poetry Group
  13. 10 • Quiz
  14. 11 • A Lot
  15. 12 • Frosting and Lamb Chop
  16. 13 • Epiphany
  17. 14 • The Wind
  18. 15 • Lucky Penny
  19. 16 • Scenario
  20. 17 • Too Big
  21. 18 • Nothing
  22. 19 • Heart
  23. 20 • Real
  24. 21 • Tree
  25. 22 • The Mystery of the Situation
  26. 23 • Sidestepping
  27. 24 • White Horse
  28. 25 • Sleepover
  29. 26 • A Barrage of Questions
  30. 27 • Sweeping
  31. 28 • Gone
  32. 29 • A Letter and a Cake
  33. 30 • What Was Actually Happening
  34. 31 • Nonsense and Sorrow
  35. 32 • Just Right
  36. 33 • Human Frailty
  37. 34 • Postcard
  38. 35 • Needed
  39. About the Author
  40. Books by Kevin Henkes
  41. Copyright
  42. About the Publisher

In the stretch of silence that followed, Amelia tucked her hands into her armpits and sharpened her eyes.

This is what she saw. The hair. Undeniably similar. The familiar nose. Better looking on a middle-aged woman. The serious way the woman walked. (That’s how I want to walk, thought Amelia.) Her distinct shape against the neighborhood scene, beneath a blue unbroken sky. The jacket. Amelia loved the woman’s jacket, open and flapping, corduroy the color of cantaloupe, with scalloped lilac trim on the sleeves and hem. Oh, how she loved the jacket. She’d never seen anything like it.

For just a second Amelia felt a separateness from every other person except the woman. And that second seemed to contain her whole life, everything that mattered. And the unfinished things inside her felt complete.

Amelia found it hard to breathe. The world was shrinking to a pinhole.

Now the woman came closer to the window. She whipped her hair into a high, loose bun, using the window as a mirror.

Now she passed right by them, glancing into the coffee shop, a mere sheet of glass separating them. Amelia didn’t speak, but with imploring eyes she asked, Do you know me? Is it me you’re looking for? Do I belong to you?

Now the woman walked out of Amelia’s direct line of sight. Out of the world.

Now there was something new in Casey’s voice when he said, “It’s really true. We’ve had a sighting. This is significant. This is the strangest thing that’s ever happened to me.”

And now Amelia whispered, “To me.”

Perhaps, this, this, was the start of her life.

Strange things always occur in life, she reasoned. Unbelievable things were as common as common ones if you were open to them, she told herself. If you looked beneath the surface.

Miracles did happen. At least, she believed they did. They could. Wasn’t it true? There are people whose hearts stop and then beat again. People who are missing for years and then show up one day out of the blue. There are kids who fall from great heights and barely suffer a scratch. If there were six billion people on the planet, couldn’t one uncanny, irrational thing happen to one of them, to her? Couldn’t she experience something from another dimension? Couldn’t she?

“We still have to name her,” said Casey. “You should. She’s your mother. What’s your mother’s name, anyway?”

Her mother’s name was Sabrina, but she didn’t want to say it out loud. “I’ll call her Epiphany,” said Amelia.

“Epiphany’s your mother’s name?”

“No. Epiphany is my middle name. My mother wanted to call me Epiphany because I was born on January sixth, the Feast of Epiphany.”

“What’s that?”

“It’s the day the Three Kings supposedly visited Baby Jesus with their gifts. But we’re not religious and my father thought it was an odd, trendy name. But, anyway, it’s my middle name. So that’s what I’m calling the woman.”

“Your mother. That’s cool. And, hey, it’s another one-word name like Feather.”