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Contents ( 42)
  1. Dedication
  2. Epigraph
  3. Contents
  4. 1 • Poor Thing
  5. 2 • Mrs. O’Brien
  6. 3 • Knobby Knees
  7. 4 • The Nephew
  8. 5 • Rabbit
  9. 6 • Gwen and Charlie Till Death Do Us Part
  10. 7 • Feather
  11. 8 • Dr. Cotton
  12. 9 • Poetry Group
  13. 10 • Quiz
  14. 11 • A Lot
  15. 12 • Frosting and Lamb Chop
  16. 13 • Epiphany
  17. 14 • The Wind
  18. 15 • Lucky Penny
  19. 16 • Scenario
  20. 17 • Too Big
  21. 18 • Nothing
  22. 19 • Heart
  23. 20 • Real
  24. 21 • Tree
  25. 22 • The Mystery of the Situation
  26. 23 • Sidestepping
  27. 24 • White Horse
  28. 25 • Sleepover
  29. 26 • A Barrage of Questions
  30. 27 • Sweeping
  31. 28 • Gone
  32. 29 • A Letter and a Cake
  33. 30 • What Was Actually Happening
  34. 31 • Nonsense and Sorrow
  35. 32 • Just Right
  36. 33 • Human Frailty
  37. 34 • Postcard
  38. 35 • Needed
  39. About the Author
  40. Books by Kevin Henkes
  41. Copyright
  42. About the Publisher

“No.”

“You hung up on me.”

“I know,” said Amelia.

He looked at her with narrowed, searching eyes.

She gave a tiny shrug. “It’s hard to explain.”

He kept looking at her, looking through her, waiting.

“I’m sorry,” she said, and then she changed the subject. “What are you working on?”

Now it was Casey’s turn to shrug. “Another dumb idea. A heart for my parents.” He extended his hands and waved them, as if presenting it.

The heart had dots pressed into the clay around the edges forming a border. In the middle, it said C + G.

“The C and the G are for Charlie and Gwen,” Casey explained. “My parents.”

“I remember,” said Amelia.

“I didn’t want you to think the C was for Casey.”

“I didn’t.”

“Because then you would have wondered who the G stood for.”

“Hmmm,” Amelia murmured. She lowered her eyes.

Casey’s shirt was lime green with the words DIVORCE SUCKS written across it in black blocky capital letters. When Amelia noticed it, she said, “I bet your mom loves that one.” She nodded at the shirt.

“When she saw it, she said, ‘I hate that word.’ And so I said, ‘Oh, good, I’m glad we agree on that. I hate the word divorce, too.’ Then she gave me one of those looks only a mother knows how to give. You know.” Casey paused. He squeezed his eyes shut and opened them as if to clear away his last comment. “Sorry,” he said. “Sorry.”

“It’s okay.”

Casey opened his mouth to speak again, and Amelia sensed that he was on the verge of saying something about Epiphany when there was the sudden noise of Louise banging up the stairs.

Louise entered the workroom. “Oh, good, you’re here,” she said to Amelia. “I just opened the kiln. Your rabbits are too hot to glaze, but they look great.”

Amelia smiled.

“Make more,” said Louise.

“I will.”

Amelia got some clay and started right away. At first she watched Casey out of the corner of her eye. He poked and scraped and stared at his heart; he sprayed it with water from time to time to keep it moist. But soon she became more and more aware of the rabbits she was forming and less aware of anything else. When it was time to leave she had four new rabbits ready to be fired.

“Will you come tomorrow?” Casey asked.

“Yes,” she said. “I promise.”

Suddenly they seemed shy with each other.

“We can do lunch,” Casey said. “Make up names and stories for people again. Look for Epiphany.”

Amelia smiled what she knew was a forced, grimace-like smile. She felt completely out of sorts because of Epiphany, imprisoned by the uncertainty. What’s really happening? she wondered. I just want to be normal, she thought. Right now, everything’s weird.

“Yes,” she said, and as she squeezed past him to leave she noticed that the initials on the heart had been changed. Now they were C and A.