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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

After Ramona hauls Molly off to the clinic, Marcos happily assumes the task of keeping us engaged in Husband and Wife roleplay. His “wife,” Lacrishia, pouts in my direction as if I were the One Who Got Away. I can’t even focus on this conversion crap; in the span of an hour, my hope of leaving Nightlight has shattered, my paranoia over the Reverend has tripled, and my feisty friend Molly has been terrorized into a silent, bow-headed child. What happens if Molly decides that now, on the way to the clinic, is the right time to follow through on her plan of running for the boat? Miss Manners will tase her—or worse. A fantasy slithers through my mind of Molly lying in Ricky’s hospital bed, her back broken…

And I just stood here playing house.

“I’ll be back,” I say, cutting off Marcos mid-instruction.

“Oh, there’s a bathroom behind the fake restaurant,” he says, jutting his thumb over his shoulder. “But the bathroom is real.”

“I’m actually gonna see if Molly’s okay.”

The three remaining campers freeze before I can navigate another step toward the door. “Um, you can’t…” Marcos snaps his fingers at his side. “You gotta stay put. Sorry. Molly’s fine.”

“She didn’t look fine.”

“It’s just a cut. We all got—”

“You all got what?” From his toes to his shoulders, Marcos clenches like a fist. Darcy and Lacrishia exchange glances. “You’ve all been cut up by Miss Manners before, that what you were gonna say?”

“It’s not as bad as you think—”

“Look, I’m gonna be careful. I just need to make sure Molly’s okay.”

“You’re already learning Nightlight’s gender roles,” Darcy interrupts snidely from the sofa. “The woman can’t take care of herself, so the man’s gotta follow and make sure.”

Hairs ignite on my neck. Darcy hasn’t done a thing except put me on edge, but she wants me to chill on a couch while Molly gets hurt? I don’t have to explain myself, even if I had time. Molly might run, and at least one camper got his ass beaten so badly he never walked again. If that makes me a Problematic Dude, so be it. “Whatever,” I snap, smacking open the front door. “You want to snitch me out, call the Reverend.”