Chapters (43)
- Author’s Note with Content Warnings
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
- CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
- CHAPTER FORTY
- EPILOGUE
- Acknowledgments
“I was kidding…” A grave new weight lying on my shoulders, I take the closest half-moon desk. Somebody threw themselves out the window? Was it Ricky? Or did someone push him? No matter how many times I make up my mind to shut out this mystery, my thoughts flow back like a raging river toward theories about Ricky Hannigan’s injury. Ricky was probably well-acquainted with this room…those tarantula crabs…and a man sitting across from him with a folder full of notes.
Discarded on the floor next to Briggs is a torn-open envelope housing a neon blue and orange greeting card, which reads: Today Is a Big Deal—and So Are You!
“It’s your birthday?” I ask.
Briggs stares, baffled for a moment, before remembering the card. His lips harden as he replies, “Something like that. Grab your diary.”
Never mind the chitchat then. I tap the unbroken spine of my Expulsion Diary until, finally, Briggs closes his folder and retrieves a small tape recorder. He clicks a red button and two spindles begin to turn. “This is Ben Briggs,” he dictates. “Day one of the Expulsion of Connor Major.”
“Expulsion? Sounds like an exorcism,” I say, doing a superb job of sounding casual, even though my heart is rattling against Ario’s recorder. Briggs places the running tape recorder under his chair and grins disarmingly, the way he fooled me into trusting that he wasn’t really kidnapping me. No, no, no, not kidnapping. We’re taking a relaxing, tropical holiday.
This is a man who knows the power of his own smile.
“Mr. Major,” Briggs says, “I want you to know that even though you’re family friends with Reverend Packard, you’re receiving the exact same care as everyone else.”
“Even the kids?” I ask. “Those ten-year-olds?”
“They’re around thirteen, actually.”
“How come you call them ‘Beginners’?”
“Beginners are campers, ages twelve to fourteen. Middle school, basically. You are an Under: our high schoolers fifteen to eighteen. Then there are the Overs: post-grads. Any age, really, but the director gets nervous about…older men, so we cap the age limit at twenty-two.”
“Twelve to twenty-two?” Off Briggs’s nod, I continue: “So, is Drew an Over or an Under?”
If he’s an Under, you’re in deep shit, Mr. Briggs.
Briggs’s smile falters and his gnarled fist moves to slap off the recording. But instead of stopping it, his fingers hover an inch above the spinning tape. He controlled himself—the point is control—and once more, he calls upon his smile. “An oddly specific question,” he says. “Mr. Schreiber is twenty. He’s an Over.”
“That’s good news,” I say, not blinking. A thunderclap of scarlet rage passes through Briggs’s eyes. So, it’s true about him and Drew. Briggs knows I know, and now he has a small taste of the panic I’ve been living with since my mom ordered him to abduct me.