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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

My tongue, dry and spongy, scrapes against the roof of my mouth in the hopes of finding some moisture to suckle on. No luck. The afternoon heat has dug itself under my skin and sapped me as dry as an autumn leaf. If I really need water, I could peel off my shirt and wring out my own sweat, but I think I’ll wait until I’m a bit more desperate. The night we arrived—last night; God, it’s only been a day—Briggs warned us not to wander off the Coral Road. He said we’d die of thirst.

The Reverend might get his wish after all. Unlike Drew, it wouldn’t even be murder.

The longer I spend in these woods, the less I care about who killed Ricky or how to shut down Nightlight. Those concerns evaporate with each passing, thirsty second, leaving behind only my most immediate concerns about surviving the night. Thunderstorms have been building for a while, but every rumble of thunder is nothing but a tease that fresh water might descend and rescue me. Although, I doubt any rain could penetrate this thick canopy, even if it did fall.

“ARIO!” a voice echoes faintly through the jungle. At the sound of my boyfriend’s name, I grasp the recorder squished under my matted shirt. Ario? Here? I’m hallucinating. The dehydration is worse than I thought; my brain has mercifully chosen to materialize Ario and his lovely, curly hair one last time before I collapse dead. “ARIO!” the deep voice calls again, closer.

Walls of rustling, eight-foot-high shrubbery surround me. The voice could be anywhere. “Who’s…there?” I ask, ragged and squeaking. An agonizing thought arrives too late: Miss Manners knows my boyfriend’s name from when she made me delete his pictures.

It’s a trap.

“Connor?” the voice returns from behind a knotted shroud. The greenery separates, and a gentle, hulking angel emerges: Marcos. His hair plastered to his forehead, Marcos’s baby blue Nightlight tee runs midnight black where it hugs his shoulders. “Connor!” He bounds toward me clutching the only sight more welcome than he is: a bottle of crystal clear water.

“Oh my God, are you okay?” I ask, greedily reaching for the water like a witch who’s spotted a pair of ruby slippers. “Can I have some?”

“Yes, it’s for you. I had mine already.” Whimpering happily, I strangle off the cap and commence guzzling—all my questions can wait until I’ve licked this bottle clean (questions like where Marcos found water and whether he’s a mirage). The bottle empties into a husk, and finally, the ground solidifies under my feet. “Better?” he asks.

“So much”—a belch of water interrupts—“better. I can’t believe you found me.”

“Yay.” Satisfied I’m no longer about to drop dead, Marcos allows his drained, painful expression to reemerge.

“Is Molly with you?”