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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

But the Reverend isn’t that boy anymore. “I’m something else now,” he warned. It’s becoming even likelier that he’s the one who attacked Ricky and killed his husband. This entire week has been about the Reverend covering his tracks because the FBI reopened Ricky’s case.

You’re next, Major…you had your chance to get out of Nightlight, and you blew it.

“Miss Hayward…why are you telling us this?” Marcos asks, hands in the air and anxiety at a fever pitch.

“Because we’re not leaving this courtyard alive,” I say, keeping my eyes on the rifle. I don’t have to turn my head to know my icy reality check has fallen over Molly and Marcos. The barrel of Miss Manners’s gun is giving me nothing but clarity, as awful as that clarity might be. “How are you gonna do it? Make it look like we all hanged ourselves—goodbye, cruel world—when we’ve clearly been shot? I mean, my mom will believe anything the Reverend says, with or without a bullet hole in my skull. But what about Molly and Marcos? Their families might want a closer peek at the details of their dead kids. So, what’s the plan?”

“I’m not sure yet…” Miss Manners purrs behind her weapon. A hot wind rustles through the palms, and in a flash of inspiration, her eyes light with excitement. “Maybe…Drew snapped. Killed you three. And the guilt made him do himself in.”

“Nah. Won’t work.” I battle a rising lump in my throat, but I refuse to spend my last moments begging this cretin.

“And why’s that?”

“Everyone’s already seen Drew dead and us three alive. The stories won’t match.”

“Interesting…I’m sure we’ll think of something.”

“Yeah,” Molly scoffs. “More murders. That’ll solve everything.”

“Not too worried about it, to be honest,” Miss Manners replies, her plucky southern lilt slowed to a dull, lifeless drawl.

“You just like hurting us,” Marcos accuses, glowering at Miss Manners. His voice is newly deep and dripping with scorn. “Y’all could’ve handled Drew or any of us without having to…but you won’t. You’re just looking for any reason to do what you’ve always wanted. To kill us.” The bottom drops out of my stomach as Marcos’s accusation brings a deeper reality to light: these people live to inflict pain on queers, and they barely need a logical reason to do so.

“I never thought of it like that,” Miss Manners says, impressed. She steels herself against her rifle and pivots it one degree my direction. “What else is in your pockets?”

“Why don’t you just take it off my corpse?” I ask, sampling a taste of Marcos’s fury. “Seems like your brand.”