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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

Clouds of noxious, pitch-black smoke snuff out every fair or empathetic thought in my head as my mother’s memory returns. Mom sang the Witch’s song. Mom wanted me to delete Ario—and my entire identity—off social media, but I wouldn’t do it. The Witch’s song meant do as I say or I’ll make you pay, and Mom is no different. Puppet strings meant more to her than her son. She ordered Briggs to kidnap me. Briggs—the man who kidnaps kids. The man Drew Schreiber thought it would be fun to kiss and mess around with. Drew allowed Briggs to torture these kids and did nothing to stop him.

“Good,” I growl. Marcos turns, confused. Drew’s eyes stay peacefully shut, but his throat is ragged and charred with dark violet. The clouds in my head won’t break apart, and I can’t think of anything except: “GOOD!”

“Hey,” Marcos says, and his soft hand cups my cheek. My stinging eyes dart from Marcos’s relaxed, open face to his hand. He’s touching me…not pulling back or twitching. His touch still brings the topsy-turvy carnival of pleasure and nausea to my stomach, but I don’t flinch—I want his hand there. His empathetic touch Pied Pipers the cruel, bilious thoughts out of my mind, and the pain my anger had been blocking returns like a backdraft. “Connor…?”

“I’m okay,” I sniff, my chin trembling in his touch. “I’m not happy Drew’s dead. I didn’t mean to say it.”

“I know…” Marcos releases me, but a nagging inconsistency remains: What was Drew doing with this Playbill? Along with this unanswerable question comes the mounting concern over how long we’ve been here, kneeling alone at Drew’s body with no Reverend or gray-shirt in sight.

Stalled halfway up the ladder, Molly considers her next move. She’s arrived at the two splintered rungs. The rung above the damage is within her reach, but when she pokes it, it wobbles against the flimsy nails pinning it to the structure.

“Is it safe?” I call up, my question echoing through the jungle’s stillness.

“I don’t Goddamn know,” Molly groans, poking the semi-loose rung again. “What if I fall?”

“I’m not gonna let you fall,” Marcos says. His assurance makes me swoon and imagine tumbling into his beefy, waiting arms, but Molly returns his gallantry with an eye roll.

“My hero. Save your showing off for Miss Manners.” Molly stretches her trembling fingers over the unsteady rung, but before she lets her feet leave the safety of her perch, she turns back to Marcos. “Actually, I would like to take you up on your offer of not letting me fall, please.”

At Marcos’s generous nod, Molly sucks in a breath and swings for the next rung.