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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

Clueless about how to respond, I swallow my entire glass. A slurry of radioactive-yellow Country Time powder collects at the bottom, and if nobody was watching, I would gulp that too. Marcos doesn’t look up from his tray, apparently too exhausted to ask us again to please, please stop plotting. Darcy’s frown tightens as she stomps away through the swinging kitchen doors, where overworked lunch ladies remain stuck in a loop of scrubbing pans and prepping new hot dishes. Darcy hasn’t eaten yet, but I need her to come back so we can formulate some ghost of a plan before we’re split up for our next class. However, before anyone tries to get blood from a stone prying more information out of Drew, we need to search Bill’s watchtower for other tapes. Across the table, Molly wrestles with a stubborn, double-tied knot of a thought.

“Do you want to listen to the tape?” I ask.

“Thanks, but no,” she says, lost in her thousand-yard stare. “I’ve heard enough Expulsions.” When Molly’s attention lands on me, my Little Bottle of Emotions unscrews another quarter-turn. It’s shocking to see her so vulnerable. Her bandage makes her look severely wounded, more than if she just had some badass exposed cut.

Outside, Karaoke Bill’s watchtower pipes out a slow country jamboree tune. After setting the record on repeat, Bill made his way into the Gulch with a skip in his step. We thought he might start flipping cartwheels. “Make room,” Bill laughs as he wedges between Briggs and the Reverend. Briggs rolls his eyes as he’s forced to scoot his chair, but the Reverend eagerly welcomes another upbeat person to the table. The men talk across Briggs—who only wants to eat his meal in peace—but Bill is undeterred. He proudly shows off the letter he received like it’s a diploma: “My family is coming tonight!”

The rest is unintelligible, but it’s obvious Briggs couldn’t care less about Bill’s good news. His discomfort is more scrumptious than this blackened fish. I can’t think of any better punishment for Briggs right now than a shitty, irritating lunch break.

“The Reverend seems happy,” Darcy reports, sliding beside Molly with her own tray at last. She swallows half her fish in two forkfuls.

“I noticed,” I say.

“Happy is good. He’ll be less suspicious of what I’m about to do.” Once again, Darcy commands the table’s attention. Molly and Marcos exchange nauseated glances. “We’ve got two more joining our group.”

“Joining us in what?”

“Scavenger hunt. We have Ricky tapes to find and no time to find them.” Next to me, Marcos curls further inward until he’s basically a man-sized Cinnabon. He’s shutting down. I promised Marcos no scheming during lunch, but Darcy is leading this train, not me.

“Coffee, miss?” Lacrishia asks, descending on Darcy with a percolator.

“Gracias.”