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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

RICKY: He was my friend’s friend. We barely interacted—

GARY: And you’re all sharing drinks?!

RICKY: We didn’t share any…AIDS doesn’t even work like that—

GARY: Underage drinks, I might add.

<knocking, door opening>

UNIDEN­TIFIED VOICE: Sorry, Reverend, I wouldn’t interrupt an Expulsion but—

GARY: What, what is it?

VOICE: That Scottish lez—Anderson—she broke her wrist.

GARY: Take her to the clinic.

VOICE: She broke it slugging it out with Ellis. She’s blown a fuse, sir. She’s still swinging her good arm.

<loud groan>

GARY: Boys, we aren’t finished. Stay here until I deal with this.

<murmuring, door closing>

VOICE: She slugged it out with Ellis! ELLIS.

<voices fade, silence>

STANLEY: I’m sorry, Ricky.

RICKY: Sorry doesn’t begin to cover it. You snitched me out so badly, I lost all my college money. You don’t even know the scrounging I had to do, for months, just to stay enrolled…because of YOU.

STANLEY: You want to hit me, don’t you?

RICKY: Trying to help you out cost me everything…I can’t even explain…And then you tricked me. You got me to come home…so my dad could jump me in the dark…and take me here. Yeah, I’ve really wanted to hurt you.

STANLEY: If your friend got me sick, I could’ve been hurt a lot worse—

<loud clatter of a chair falling, followed by the loud thud of a body slamming>

STANLEY: No touching me with your hands—

RICKY: You baby! Stupid, dumb, weak baby. You were never going to get sick and you know that, and you let them take me!

<soft crying>

STANLEY: I don’t wanna get sick…I see them on the news, Ricky. I watch them…their bodies. They’re so sick. I can’t…

<harder crying>

RICKY: You don’t even know what you’re talking about.

STANLEY: Ow…

RICKY: You kissed that guy all on your own. I watched you do it. I saw LIGHT in your eyes.

STANLEY: He made me—

RICKY: You wanted him to be your boyfriend, didn’t you? There was a moment—I saw it, you can’t lie to me—you took his hand and…you wanted him…

<whimpering>

How could you ever be anyone’s boyfriend? You’re just an idiot kid.

STANLEY: We’ll see how stupid I am…You’re going into the bunker.

RICKY: You ruined my life—

STANLEY: You ruined MY life—

RICKY: I HAD a life! I got out, I had somebody who loved me. A whole lot more than you had in Ambrose, living in your mom’s pocket!

STANLEY: You’re hurting my neck…

RICKY: GOOD.

STANLEY: Ricky…

<crying>

RICKY: I could do it. I’m on the island now. I’m on the island. There’s no good, no bad on the island. I should do it. You deserve it—

<struggling, gagging>

STANLEY: I deserve it…