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Chapters (43)
  1. Author’s Note with Content Warnings
  2. CHAPTER ONE
  3. CHAPTER TWO
  4. CHAPTER THREE
  5. CHAPTER FOUR
  6. CHAPTER FIVE
  7. CHAPTER SIX
  8. CHAPTER SEVEN
  9. CHAPTER EIGHT
  10. CHAPTER NINE
  11. CHAPTER TEN
  12. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  13. CHAPTER TWELVE
  14. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  15. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  16. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  17. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  18. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  19. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  20. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  21. CHAPTER TWENTY
  22. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  31. CHAPTER THIRTY
  32. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  41. CHAPTER FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. Acknowledgments

“Is that right…?” Briggs closes the distance that Drew opened, and his hand disappears somewhere south. Whatever he’s doing, it forces a gasp out of Drew, momentarily suspending the boy on his tiptoes, until ecstatic smiles spill over both of them. Oh my God, these two. “Just stay on the Reverend’s good side, Blondie.”

“If I don’t?” Drew whispers, his lips hovering a centimeter from Briggs’s.

“Then I’d have to choose between you and the Reverend.”

“Who would you pick?”

Their bodies tense and clasped, neither moves except for Briggs’s slowly rising hand. Flick! A switchblade opens next to their near-kiss. Drew doesn’t flinch; he pets a slender finger across the edge of the blade. “It’ll be a bad day for the Reverend,” Briggs whispers. They engulf each other’s mouths, and I’m about to look away again when the kiss ends abruptly. “Wait five minutes, baby. Then head back to class.”

“’kay,” Drew says from the countertop, hugging his knees to his chin. Briggs shuffles backward, grinning like a wolf, until he reaches the front door, unlocks it, and kicks it open. Drew settles back onto the countertop. As the rain dissipates and a thick silence finally drops over the clinic, a familiar disturbance brews among the lab coats. Guuuurrrg. Marcos and I turn to each other. Gurllllggglgle. It comes again. Marcos’s eyes shut in horrified embarrassment, and he cups his stomach as it groans again. Guurrrg.

The countertop creaks as Drew bolts upright, newly alert.

Marcos covers his mouth as he seems to silently berate himself for having a functional digestive system at a time like this. I’m on my way to check the slatted door again when it batters open. A rush of fresh air washes down my cheeks and frees my lungs. Terror and fury kaleidoscope over Drew’s expression as he clocks what exactly is going on here. Marcos’s mouth hangs open as he debates running for the front door with or without me.

“You,” Drew stammers, “you—you’re sick! You watched—?”

“I’m sorry,” I confess at a mad clip. “We had nowhere to go. We turned our heads away, I promise.” Purple-necked and spittle flying, Drew struggles to find the next words he wants to hurl at us, but I’m certain they’re going to be, “I’m calling my boyfriend right now to come beat you up.”

Those words never come, though, as a second creaking noise behind Drew forces him to whip around again. Molly—creeping toward the door, now caught just like the rest of us. Puffy medical gauze lies taped across her cheek where Miss Manners sliced her.

“I didn’t hear anything,” she whispers, frozen mid-sneak.

Drew wheels around at the three of us, drowning in the awful reality that we heard EV-ERY-THING. On a final spin toward me, the model explodes into a trillion wilting flower petals as vulnerability consumes him: