Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise for Patricia Wilson
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- More from Patricia Wilson
- About the Author
- Acknowledgements
- Author’s Note
Her eyes flew open and she found herself staring into the big face of an old Golden Retriever. Its big brown eyes peered with sympathy. The dog dropped its head into her lap and continued to gaze up.
She scratched behind its ear. ‘Sorry, old girl, I’m a bit upset.’
The Retriever cocked its head slightly and made an odd mewling sound.
‘Hey, are you all right? Here, take this,’ a male voice said as a hand came towards her with a McDonald’s napkin.
‘Thanks.’ She glanced up and saw he was a little older than her, with sandy hair and blue-grey eyes. ‘Thanks,’ she said again, feeling snotty, and imagining the state of her mascara.
‘Sorry about my dog, she’s a sucker for tears. What’s up?’ he asked. ‘Can I help?’
‘Nobody can help. Please, I’d just like to be by myself.’
‘Ah, sorry, I do understand – but it’s just that I’m the opposite. I really need to talk to somebody.’
‘Look, I don’t mean to be rude, but I’m not the person to unburden yourself onto.’ She found herself stroking the dog. The comforting weight of its head, that intense sympathetic stare, and its silence, was exactly what she needed at that moment. ‘Your dog’s lovely. What’s its name?’
He sighed. ‘It’s my dog that’s the problem. I’ve a terrible decision to make and it’s just too difficult.’
‘Really, I’m the last person to help you!’ She would have walked, right then, if it hadn’t been for the dog’s head still in her lap. It seemed so sad and lonely that she hadn’t the heart to shove it away. After peering into its eyes again, she relented. ‘I give in. What’s the matter then?’
‘She’s sick,’ he said gently. ‘Terminally ill. Should I take her to the vet and . . . you know, or let her hang on to the end? It would be kinder to take her to the vet, but I don’t want to let her go. Everyone says it’s up to me, but I can’t sleep for the worry. It’s the most terrible decision.’
‘You’re serious? You mean this lovely old dog?’
He nodded.
‘No, poor thing, that’s too awful.’
He nodded again. ‘Her name’s Pat. Pat the dog, get it? I can’t decide, I can’t even sleep for fretting about it.’
They remained silent for a while, then Shelly spoke. ‘You must spend a lot of time with her.’