Chapters (61)
- Cover
- Praise for Patricia Wilson
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- More from Patricia Wilson
- About the Author
- Acknowledgements
- Author’s Note
‘Gertie Smith, I would go down on one knee if I could. You know that I love you with all my heart, and I hope, one day, you will do me the honour of becoming my wife?’
‘Corporal Perkins, this is hardly the right place or time! I can’t think.’
He lifted my hand to kiss the back, then he noticed the dolphin ring. ‘Why are you wearing a ring on your wedding finger?’
Surprised by the sudden cold tone to his voice, I answered. ‘Oh, erm, yes, it rescues me from unwelcome advances, from male patients.’
‘Am I making unwelcome advances?’
‘No, of course not. Also, it’s a dolphin, to remind me of my rescue on that terrible day when we all almost died.’ My thoughts went to Manno and our afternoon in Syros when he gave me the ring. With burning cheeks, I remembered his words: You are mine, agapi mou!
‘I can see I’ve embarrassed you, Gertie. Do forgive me,’ Perkins said. ‘Become my wife and I will tell the world it was not you that opened the portholes. Do you understand?’
Oh dear! In a flash I saw a solution to all my problems. I was a traitor, a Judas, selling Perkins out for deliverance from these scandalous accusations. Allegations that were true. Yes, I did open the portholes, but I was determined to deny it, difficult as that was. This was not only for my own good, but for Merriberry who had been so supportive to me and would surely lose her job if the truth came out.
How many more lives would be lost if Merriberry left the medical profession? Also, I would not confess for my father’s sake. He did not deserve any more trouble in his life. And for my baby, who needed two parents. If I was prepared to surrender the man I loved for the sake of my child’s reputation, then so be it. Perkins had offered me this solution and I was seriously considering it, only because I suspected Manno’s baby grew inside me. The hole I dug for myself grew deeper and deeper.
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The newspaper reporter was a stern looking man in his mid-thirties, all worsted suit, leather polish, and Brilliantine. He had a thick head of dark, glossy hair, and a mole with silver bristles on his jaw. He shook hands with father, Mr Hammersmith, and Perkins and half bowed towards me and the other ladies as an afterthought.
‘Thank you for seeing me. I’ll be out of your way as quickly as possible.’
Father indicated a chair at the dining table and as the reporter moved towards it, my father threw me a cautionary glance that said, think before you speak. I replied with a slight nod. He pointed to another chair and said, ‘After you,’ to me. A clever move, because it instantly made the sitting reporter slightly embarrassed for his manners. ‘Thank you, Father,’ I replied.