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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. CHAPTER1
  4. CHAPTER2
  5. CHAPTER3
  6. CHAPTER4
  7. CHAPTER5
  8. CHAPTER6
  9. CHAPTER7
  10. CHAPTER8
  11. CHAPTER9
  12. CHAPTER10
  13. CHAPTER11
  14. CHAPTER12
  15. CHAPTER13
  16. CHAPTER14
  17. CHAPTER15
  18. CHAPTER16
  19. CHAPTER17
  20. CHAPTER18
  21. CHAPTER19
  22. CHAPTER20
  23. CHAPTER21
  24. CHAPTER22
  25. CHAPTER23
  26. CHAPTER24
  27. CHAPTER25
  28. CHAPTER26
  29. CHAPTER27
  30. CHAPTER28
  31. CHAPTER29
  32. CHAPTER30
  33. CHAPTER31
  34. CHAPTER32
  35. CHAPTER33
  36. CHAPTER34
  37. CHAPTER35
  38. CHAPTER36
  39. CHAPTER37
  40. CHAPTER38
  41. CHAPTER39
  42. CHAPTER40
  43. EPILOGUE
  44. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  45. DISCUSSION QUESTIONS
  46. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  47. What’s next onyour reading list?

Mom, can I have the iPad now? Jack has had it since he woke up. He’s been up forever, and I haven’t had a turn yet.” I slowly opened an eye, startled when I realized I was nose to nose with my daughter, Emily. I blinked a couple of times, my eyelashes crusty from the mascara that I had been too tired to remove before I fell asleep.

My head pounding, I hoisted myself up and brushed my hair out of my face. Every part of my body was sore, and I winced in pain as I reached for my glasses. The bracelet from Liz was still on my wrist, and I painstakingly slipped it off.

“You look weird,” Emily said as she scrunched up her face.

“Tell your brother five more minutes, and then you can have a turn.” My voice was hoarse and brittle, and I reached over and took a long gulp of water from the glass on my nightstand as Emily scampered out of the room, screaming that it was her turn.

Jack screeched downstairs, and I assumed that Emily had wrenched the iPad out of his hands. We had debated whether we should get two—one for each kid—but I’d waved off the notion like a rookie, assuming they could share. And besides, they weren’t supposed to be on tablets all day anyway and wouldn’t need to have their own. Like I said, rookie mistake.

Mark walked into the bedroom as I swung my legs over the side of the bed, cursing Liz’s boxed wine. Anxiety began to fill my bones as I thought of the long day ahead with the kids. I knew I should have come home sooner, had water instead of wine.

“What time did you get in last night, Amy? You look . . . tired.” He strode over to me, dressed for work. He worked downtown in technology sales for Genitech, a media conglomerate. Unfortunately, Genitech also owned a major cell phone provider, and thus any time a family member or friend had poor service, they had to let him know, as though he personally oversaw the maintenance of the cell towers.

“After midnight. And thanks, I feel . . . tired.” I stood up and took in a long, deep breath.

Mark leaned forward and gave me a kiss on the cheek. “I put two ibuprofen next to you, and made a pot of coffee.”

“My kingdom for coffee,” I said as I turned and downed the painkillers. I was filled with gratitude for his small, nonjudgmental gesture. I doubted Liz was getting the same treatment from Tim. “Thanks. I need all the help I can get.”

“Rosé?” he said with a laugh, his blue eyes crinkling at the corners. He leaned forward and studied my face.