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  1. Contents
  2. Introduction
  3. The Distance
  4. Maybe I’ll Be The First
  5. border/softer
  6. untitled poem – on travel
  7. Galway Dreaming
  8. Escape
  9. Your World
  10. Not knowing when the Dawn will come
  11. The Instructions
  12. Away and See
  13. ‘A girl unbridled’ – Feeling Free
  14. Freedom
  15. Mythology
  16. Freedom Poem
  17. The Long Holidays
  18. In Wellies
  19. Lines Composed in a Wood on a Windy Day
  20. Londoner
  21. She Showed Me Her Dreams
  22. Let Me Count the Ways
  23. Bath
  24. Ourstory
  25. Megan Married Herself
  26. ‘A land where I could be a queen’ – Growing Up
  27. The Mother
  28. Hedgehog
  29. The Pomegranate
  30. Persephone to Demeter
  31. The Window
  32. Obedience, or The Lying Tale
  33. kids
  34. The worlds
  35. Praise Song for My Mother
  36. You May Have Heard of Me
  37. ‘What if this road . . .’ – Travels over Land
  38. What if this road
  39. On the Road Through Chang-te
  40. Divorce
  41. *
  42. The Footprint
  43. Autobiography in Five Chapters
  44. The Road Out of Town
  45. Cocoon
  46. Wolves
  47. Ode
  48. A Winter Ride
  49. Driving Back Over the Blue Ridge,
  50. ‘Golden windows in a wall’ – Words Can Set You Free
  51. In a Cardiff Arcade, 1952
  52. Sonnet XXXI
  53. from Aurora Leigh
  54. Books
  55. Poem
  56. from The Emulation
  57. we misread ‘language’ as ‘lavender’
  58. Poem
  59. Kemo Sabe
  60. When to Write
  61. The cypher
  62. Coal
  63. Wings
  64. from Washing Day
  65. ‘My wild hair backward blown’ – Taking Flight
  66. The Destroyer
  67. Flying to Italy
  68. holiday
  69. The Bomber
  70. Hungary
  71. Spring Wind in London
  72. from Sonnets from a Lock Box
  73. The Full Indian Rope Trick
  74. On the South Downs
  75. ‘It’s better with all the banners flying’ – Courage, Hope and Resilience
  76. ‘Out of the darkness’
  77. Miss Aylward’s Journey
  78. Sangharsh Karna Hai
  79. All Around the Jailhouse
  80. Locked Inside
  81. L’Envoi
  82. December
  83. New Glass
  84. Release
  85. Her Kind
  86. The Lady with the Sewing-Machine
  87. Edith Sitwell
  88. War Girls
  89. Wood Song
  90. ‘Riches I hold in light esteem’
  91. I want to stand naked in the school hall
  92. ‘Chasing weightlessness’ – The Final Frontier
  93. I Had a Boat
  94. from Darkness Music
  95. The Moon at Knowle Hill
  96. ‘On the road through the clouds’
  97. The Crescent Moon
  98. Sally Ride Speaks to the Schoolgirls
  99. Target
  100. De Profundis
  101. Sky Ladder
  102. Devil at the End of Love
  103. The Hubble Space Telescope before repair
  104. Avowal
  105. ‘It’s the sea I want’ – Voyages by Verse
  106. Hunter’s Moon
  107. Strawberries and the Sailing Ship
  108. The Sea-Shore
  109. It’s the Sea I Want
  110. Dare
  111. Sea Love
  112. Staying in the Mountains in Summer
  113. from Elegy on Captain Cook
  114. Exultation is the going
  115. from Notes on the Voyage of Owl and Girl
  116. Strange Sea
  117. Saint Senara and Me
  118. The Winds of Fate
  119. Boats in a Storm
  120. The New Colossus
  121. Emigravit
  122. ‘Dream me mermaid’ – Flights of Fancy
  123. In Your Mind
  124. from On Imagination
  125. The Centaur
  126. The Chatelaine
  127. Roads
  128. My Hat
  129. Functional Skills Maths
  130. The Burning
  131. Laurel in the Berkshires
  132. Iridescent lizard
  133. The Forlorn Sea
  134. The Celestial Announcer
  135. The Levitation of St Christina
  136. Ego Tripping (There May Be a Reason Why)
  137. ‘Silence and a space of sleep’: Travels towards Tranquillity
  138. from Verses Written in the Chiosk of the British Palace at Pera
  139. Southern Sunrise
  140. Lochan
  141. Birthday Poem from Venice
  142. ‘Leave Krete’
  143. Dzoka (Return)
  144. The Girl Who Fell in Love With the Mountain
  145. Translation
  146. Furness Abbey
  147. Not for that City
  148. About the Poets
  149. Index of First Lines
  150. Index of Poets
  151. Acknowledgements
  152. About the Author

vanishing at dawn,

we are mist, we are rain

we are gone.

Fiona Benson

‘Riches I hold in light esteem’

Riches I hold in light esteem

And Love I laugh to scorn

And lust of Fame was but a dream

That vanished with the morn –

And if I pray – the only prayer

That moves my lips for me

Is – ‘Leave the heart that now I bear

‘And give me liberty.’

Yes, as my swift days near their goal

’Tis all that I implore –

Through life and death, a chainless soul

With courage to endure!

Emily Brontë

I want to stand naked in the school hall

on the podium, mid assembly,

so my presence will be so overbearing no one can look away.

I want their eyes to burn into my skin, examine

its ripples and folds and the scar that digs it up

like a trench in Ypres.

I’d watch a few hundred jaws slowly unhinge,

drop down into a mass of O’s, all directed

at my body, lopsided like the projector, its fluorescent beams

bouncing on my raw flesh, so each goosebump

would have its own time in the spotlight.

I want to raise my arms, outstretch my fingertips,

so everyone can see my hairy armpits and wonky tits,

my nipples erect with the cold of a hundred stark looks,

so they’d know, so they’d see, I’m not perfect

and in no way do I want to be. Then,

when I’ve got their attention, I want to read them a poem

through the head teacher’s microphone, full blast

so that each naked syllable in each naked word,

spat from my naked throat, near bursts their eardrums.

Before they stand, frozen and agape, and file out.

Lauren Hollingsworth-Smith

‘Chasing weightlessness’ – The Final Frontier

From children gazing out of the bedroom window long after they should have been asleep, to poets imagining their ascent into distant galaxies, we have always dreamed of wandering among the stars and holidaying on far-flung planets. Here are incantations to take us there.

For most of us, poetry will be our best shot at space travel. Not so for Sally Ride, the first American woman in space and the first known LGBTQ astronaut. In her passionate poem, Laura Fairgrieve imagines her holding a class spellbound, filling them with the fire to ‘run fast enough to crack your scabs’. She tells them (and us):

I did not wait for outerspace to extend its arm to me,

I thrust my face skyward.

I Had a Boat

I had a boat, and the boat had wings;

And I did dream that we went a flying

Over the heads of queens and kings,

Over the souls dead and dying,

Up among the stars and the great white rings,

And where the Moon on her back is lying.

Mary Elizabeth Coleridge

from Darkness Music

The days grow and the stars cross over

And my wild bed turns slowly among the stars.

Muriel Rukeyser