Back Scabby Queen
Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. SCABBY QUEEN
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. SOME PEOPLE
  6. Q Magazine, June 1990
  7. RUTH
  8. Clio Campbell
  9. NEIL
  10. DONALD
  11. Guardian Weekend magazine, August 2010
  12. SAMMI
  13. SIMON
  14. NEIL
  15. Daily Mail, October 2016
  16. HAMZA
  17. XANTHE
  18. DONALD
  19. Q Magazine, September 2007
  20. RUTH
  21. DANNY
  22. SAMMI
  23. NEIL
  24. BBC Radio Scotland, 24 January 2018
  25. DONALD
  26. MALCOLM
  27. SAMMI
  28. Loaded, February 1996
  29. SHIV
  30. IDA
  31. Scotland on Sunday, September 2013
  32. DONALD
  33. HAMZA
  34. SAMMI
  35. ADELE
  36. NEIL
  37. The Pool, February 2018
  38. RUTH
  39. DONALD
  40. EILEEN
  41. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  42. About the Author
  43. About the Publisher

‘Cliodhna and Eileen had a fight, when she was about sixteen, that’s right,’ Donald said, slowly, feeling the pub grow closer and hotter around his collar. ‘I don’t know if they keep in touch that much.’

‘Knew it!’ Malcolm’s eyes gleamed with the triumph of his victory, even all those decades later. The slights Eileen had committed had clearly not been forgiven. ‘I thought so. And it seems to me you might be the only person who knows how to find her. I found an article where she talks about going on tour with her Uncle Donnie. The man who taught her everything she knows about music. Everything she knows.’

Donald drew breath. Of course Malcolm was here with a purpose. Of course he was.

‘I haven’t seen Clio in a couple of years, Malcolm. She gets in touch when she wants. She has her ways. Last I heard, she was living in London. She’s active, is that girl. Politics and the like. She’s always going to the demos and whatnot – I’ve had to bail her out a couple of times. Doesn’t settle down.’ He raised his glass. ‘Like her daddy, there.’

‘Pfff. Politics. That’s her mother’s nonsense, that. I had hoped – I’d thought maybe you might have got all that out of her.’ There was a note of accusation there that Donald felt unable to tolerate.

‘Well, I took her in at sixteen, fed her, got her music lessons, helped her get into college, got her started on the gig circuit. I didn’t need to do any of that. I’m not even officially her godfather.’

‘And I thank you for that, Donald. Really I do—’

‘We’ll not have this conversation again, Malcolm. Not twenty years on. I will say that had you wanted to have any influence in the girl’s life you should have actually been there. She’s a fine woman, is Cliodhna. She’s strong and honest and she speaks her mind, she’s got a beauty of a voice, and she’s trying to make a difference in the world. Any father would be proud of a daughter like that, even if she’s not really what you’d call conventional in her lifestyle.’

‘Donald. Donald. I just want to see her. Tell me how. Please.’

His face had dropped. The swagger, the charms, the façade: all gone. Malcolm was alone and lost, and needing, needing so badly. Donald noticed waxy tones to his skin, a greyish film mugging up the whites of his eyes.

‘How long have you got, Malcolm?’

They both sat there for a second.

‘They’re saying eight months. Maybe.’

Morna had been standing there, just behind them, not wanting to intrude. Now she bustled herself into the empty seat.