Back Safe in My Arms
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Sara Shepard
  3. Also by Sara Shepard
  4. Dedication
  5. PART ONE
  6. —
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. PART TWO
  21. Piper
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Piper
  27. Eighteen
  28. Piper
  29. Nineteen
  30. Twenty
  31. Twenty-One
  32. Twenty-Two
  33. Twenty-Three
  34. Piper
  35. Twenty-Four
  36. Twenty-Five
  37. Piper
  38. Twenty-Six
  39. Twenty-Seven
  40. Twenty-Eight
  41. Twenty-Nine
  42. Thirty
  43. Thirty-One
  44. Thirty-Two
  45. Thirty-Three
  46. Piper
  47. Thirty-Four
  48. Epilogue
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. What’s next onyour reading list?

All told, Ronnie didn’t mind Topless Maids that much; she was used to men looking. Since she was thirteen, men had gone to pieces around her—especially men of an older generation. How many times, growing up, when she was wearing something even remotely revealing, had someone whispered, “Look at those titties” or “Playboy model ” or even just “slut” as she passed? Ronnie’s dad, Jimmy, was always down on his luck, perpetually getting laid off from jobs, and that instilled in him a certain ineffectualness. He tried to protect Ronnie from the male population, though instead of lashing out at the people who ogled, he told Ronnie to stay inside and not invite the comments at all.

Ronnie’s mother, Brenda, agreed. She sent Ronnie upstairs half the mornings before school, saying she looked “too sexy.” Ronnie’s older sister, Vanessa, wore clothes that were far more revealing . . . but no one looked at Vanessa. Vanessa treated Ronnie’s looks as an inconvenience, annoyed that so many boys in her grade came up to ask her if Ronnie was old enough to date. “You’re not that pretty,” she always told Ronnie—right in front of their parents, who made no efforts to correct her. “Don’t be stupid enough to believe what those guys say.”

When Ronnie was seventeen, her dad died of a heart attack. Ronnie’s mother fell apart shortly after that and passed away a year later. Going to college wasn’t in the cards for Vanessa, but Ronnie still thought it was a possibility for her. She’d major in business, she thought, or maybe accounting. She was good at managing things and crunching numbers. Though she had no idea how she’d even pay the application fees. Then, when a friend of a friend at a party jokingly told her she should work at Kittens, the county’s only strip club, Ronnie took it to heart. She’d heard through the grapevine how much money you could make, so she called to see if they were hiring. For someone like Ronnie, of course they were.

Ronnie kept her new job a secret for a while, but then she blurted it out to Vanessa, who was scandalized but probably, deep down, quite jealous. “How can you do that for strangers?” she asked.

“It’s okay,” Ronnie said. “And anyway, it’s just to raise money for college.”