Chapters (51)
- Cover
- Praise for Sara Shepard
- Also by Sara Shepard
- Dedication
- PART ONE
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- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- PART TWO
- Piper
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Piper
- Eighteen
- Piper
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Piper
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Piper
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Piper
- Thirty-Four
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
A few of the pages were stuck together, and she fought to pry them apart. When she did, a Polaroid photograph fluttered out and slid under the bureau. Lauren dropped to her knees to fish it out. She had to shake dust off the photo, too, and watched as motes drifted through the air toward the floor. Then she turned it over.
She’d looked at this photo when they first started dating, but today, it looked entirely new. Graham was in his twenties. He had a beard, which didn’t suit him. He stood against a bright white stucco wall in a sunlit lane. It was a quintessentially Italian scene—cobblestoned streets, leaning bicycles, tiny, thrown-open windows. The same red book of Italian recipes that sat on the bed was tucked under Graham’s arm, and he was smiling. There was a woman with him, too. It was the ex-girlfriend, a woman Lauren knew little about but who had accompanied Graham on this trip. When they’d first started dating, she’d glanced at this photo briefly but then put it away, feeling intimidated. But now, she looked closer.
The woman was tall, with long, silky dark hair and the kind of body that could pull off wearing a strappy sundress with no bra. She had her arm draped casually around Graham’s shoulders, but there was something fake about her smile that Lauren didn’t like. Her eyes were an aqua blue. She had long lashes, a pointed chin, and high cheekbones. But what really did it was the Marilyn Monroe–style beauty mark above her lip. Lauren recalled staring at that beauty mark the first time she’d laid eyes on this person, and watching the mouth beside it move so beautifully as she spoke to all the parents, telling them their children would be safe and sound.
The ground beneath her seemed to shift, then give way. She was staring at Piper Jovan.
Twenty-Five
It was a good thing Clarissa was here all day. And it was a good thing Graham was at work . . . because Lauren didn’t trust herself. If someone were to disturb her in this bedroom right then, flames might shoot from her mouth. This felt like waking up on another planet with a completely unknowable landscape. The lakes were lava. The air was sludge. The sky was purple. The world was unrecognizable, and no life could be sustained.
She stared down at Graham’s smiling face in the faded photo. His smirk made her stomach twist. Was her memory acting up—had he mentioned he’d dated Piper? But no. She would have remembered that.