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Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Sara Shepard
  3. Also by Sara Shepard
  4. Dedication
  5. PART ONE
  6. —
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. PART TWO
  21. Piper
  22. Fourteen
  23. Fifteen
  24. Sixteen
  25. Seventeen
  26. Piper
  27. Eighteen
  28. Piper
  29. Nineteen
  30. Twenty
  31. Twenty-One
  32. Twenty-Two
  33. Twenty-Three
  34. Piper
  35. Twenty-Four
  36. Twenty-Five
  37. Piper
  38. Twenty-Six
  39. Twenty-Seven
  40. Twenty-Eight
  41. Twenty-Nine
  42. Thirty
  43. Thirty-One
  44. Thirty-Two
  45. Thirty-Three
  46. Piper
  47. Thirty-Four
  48. Epilogue
  49. Acknowledgments
  50. About the Author
  51. What’s next onyour reading list?

Ronnie flicked dust into the trash can. “She’s . . . great.” She did a little twirl as she kicked the trash can closed. And then, even though Charlie probably wasn’t the best person to unload upon, she couldn’t help herself. “Her first day at a new preschool was today, actually.”

“Oh yeah? Which school’s she going to?”

For a moment Ronnie considered not telling—it felt like a privacy infringement, and what if Charlie was some sort of pervert and ended up loitering outside Silver Swans? But she felt she knew Charlie well enough—he had been one of her first clients when she moved there. She was pretty sure he wasn’t that sort of guy. And anyway, after she named Silver Swans, he shrugged and said, “I’m not going to even pretend I know anything about preschools. Everything go okay?”

“I think so. She said she had a lot of fun. They had a get-together for the parents while the kids were in there, too. It’s funny to be out in the world after being shut in for so long, but it was nice to see people.”

She glanced at Charlie, then looked away fast. His erection poked through his jogger pants. Ronnie locked eyes with Bethany, the dancer she’d come with. Bethany was tracking the erection, too. The guys were allowed to masturbate in front of them, but they weren’t allowed to get undressed.

Ronnie busied herself by dusting a credenza so she wouldn’t have to look at Charlie for a little bit. At Kittens, the adult establishment in Pennsylvania where she’d gotten her start in this industry and worked until two years ago, dim lighting obscured men’s faces. She’d liked that better. Ronnie would rather men look at her and talk among themselves than try to include her in the conversation. She also liked the camaraderie with the other dancers. With Topless Maids, they always had to go in pairs, but Ronnie was always grouped with different girls, often not the same person twice. She hadn’t gotten to know anybody.

When Ronnie had to leave Pennsylvania, she’d reached out to Dahlia, one of her friends at Kittens, asking if Dahlia knew of any leads for work far, far away that paid decent money. Topless Maids was what Dahlia came up with. It paid way better than the job Ronnie told everyone she was doing—working at the nonprofit group home, caring for patients with mental disabilities. And though she probably could have found work at a strip club elsewhere—she’d even considered Vegas—there was something aspirational about this part of California. Its clean streets. Its quaint, Disneyland-like main thoroughfare. The fantasy-themed playground in the center square where the slides were cheerful, pink-fire-breathing dragons. It was a far cry from dreary Cobalt, which was what she wanted for Esme.