Back Playing
Chapters (25)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Playing
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The hall dead-ended at the sitting room and then continued on to the left. Down that adjoining hallway was Matthew’s bedroom and, at the end, Josie’s room. She rarely took this path to her room when she was young. There was a back staircase that led directly from the kitchen to her bedroom, and she would rather go downstairs and up again than go past Matthew’s room. Sometimes there was no way to avoid it, and when this happened, she would guide herself along the wall with her eyes closed, playing blind. She made it a game.

Now, she stopped at the sitting room. It was one of the rooms that had not been redone, and she planted her feet outside the doorway and looked. It was exactly the same as when she left—the pale blue carpet, the large white armchair, the dark wood chest—but now it seemed even smaller than she remembered. She stepped inside and felt draped in wet towels. She was silly to think her heart would be washed clean, the marble disintegrated simply because there was no one to see it. It was hers, attached like a tetherball firmly to her heart. It would belong to her forever, and ever, and ever. She sat down in the armchair and let her drink fall from her hand. It spilled onto her black skirt and thudded to the floor, and she curled up in the chair and closed her eyes tightly.