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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

She sees the moon moving high above the fields, catching light in sleeping pockets of water. The valley is winking with smooth ponds. The waterlight. All the fields are dry now. The clouds lit by the moon are water, passing. It is close to harvest. And she is dreaming beneath this moon the way her grandfather dreamed, his cap of magpie feathers pressed to sky. With power she feels the movement of things and even the still night air has weight. Louise feels the night in her throat, in her skin, water-heavy.

In the distance he is glazed in quiet light. She dreams of Baptiste Yellow Knife moving toward her but never touching. He is watching her. The night air is cold as creek water and though he is far from her, she feels his breath. He is warm. She feels the heat of his passing like his horse lathered from running. She smells him. He is the smell of all the things she loves without awareness. The smells pass her like childhood: the river smell, spring sage before lightning, juniper and jack pine, the deep smell of dirt and worms after winter, camas flower and chamomile, her grandmother’s hands.

All summer long he has tended his horses. He is brushing Champagne’s mane. He is cutting Champagne’s tail straight and knotting it to silk. She hears a low sound and realizes someone is singing. The sun is white heat. She can’t remember the moon. And she is naked, sighing in the dry grass. He is far from her. He is wearing his dancing silks. He is ready for marriage. She lifts her hand. But he rides away from her. She yells to him, waving her arms. He is leaving her. She knows now. She is running. She hears the dull slam of his thighs to the horse, the hard kicking of his heels. Dust worries at the edge of the field, lifting heat to sky. She is sweating in this heat. She squints to see. He is riding toward the rock rise of shale. He shouts to her. She can’t hear him above the swift sound of wind in the high pines. She sees only his shirt, fallen to dust. It smells like rust-blood. He is gone from me, she thinks. He is gone. And she turns back to see him ride toward the black highway. His back is broad and shines with sun. All she sees now is the white gleam off the top of his shoulders. The fields and the grass are white with sun and the miles and miles of fences.